I Became a Mental Health Care Patient in the Apocalyptic Era - Chapter 46



Episode 46-The person who will save the world

Lee Seo-yeon was a very mature person.

She was mentally stronger and better at grasping situations than other main heroines, and she knew a lot and was able to apply it.

But that didn’t mean she was emotionally perfect.

She seems to have a strong mentality, and the reason she doesn’t seem to get hurt is because she’s more of a perfectionist.

It’s not that her nature is hard, she just looks hard because she holds on to her own mentality.

That’s why she tells her that the best way to traumatize her is to put a dent in her perfectionism.

For example, the betrayal of her comrades that she trusted, or the big things that happened because of her own mistakes.

Coincidentally, both things happened at the same time.

“Ah…”

The moment Lee Seo-yeon used her magic to defeat her Lee Joo-eun, countless thoughts passed through her head.

When I confirmed that Lee Joo-eun was talking to a woman who was presumed to be a monster, she did not really intend to attack Lee Joo-eun.

She wasn’t trying to intimidate or intimidate.

She was just unfolding her magic circle to guard against him because she couldn’t know Lee Joo-eun’s heart for sure.

But why?

Because Lee Joo-eun reacted more violently than expected?

Perhaps it was because he faced the way the woman he talked to stroking him saying he was cute.

All of this meant that Lee Seo-yeon had a strong place in Lee Joo-eun’s heart.

– Boom!

It was very accidental.

Even after time passed, she still couldn’t figure out why she used the magic.

To attack without even hearing a proper answer was to completely deny her rationality.

If Lee Joo-eun is as strong as Park Soo-hyun and can’t be defeated without first attacking, Lee Ju-eun wasn’t that strong.

‘Why am I…’

Lee Seo-yeon couldn’t get her own heart.

Her body does not move according to reason.

It’s really natural.

Who in this world can live a thoroughly rational life?

We all know.

I know that if I exercise every day and do my best at what I am doing, at least I can live a much better life than if I didn’t.

But how many people in this world can move like that?

Even Lee Joo-eun, who says that she lived without regrets and that she will never live as diligently as she did before, often gave in to the annoyance.

Lee Seo-yeon did not know that she was not a perfect person.

It is impossible for her to move thoroughly rationally, and she is only human.

She was still suffering from guilt that she hadn’t acted rationally.

And Lee Joo-eun knew that.

“Let me tell you the truth. There are no perfect people in this world.”

Lee Seo-yeon tilted her head.

What are you talking about now?

She says no human being is perfect?

She

She said she tells the truth. I thought she was going to tell a story about a monster, but suddenly she’s a perfect human. Why?

“You’re not perfect. So you don’t have to feel too guilty.”

Lee Joo-eun’s hand continued to stroke Lee Seo-yeon’s hair.

His hands were very small and delicate, but the power contained in them was great.

She felt the scent of an adult in his seemingly childish hand.

“Of course, I was hurt because of your misjudgment. That’s something you should be sorry for.”

But anyway, isn’t this too much?

After Lee Joo-eun added, she smiled benevolently.

His smile, with the sparkle of soul and natural cuteness, was like that of an angel.

“You only have to be sorry for your misjudgment. Humans aren’t perfect, so what’s the point of saying sorry that you’re not perfect yourself?”

“I never did.”

“You’d think so. But you’d say it’s not your subconscious?”

Lee Joo-eun removed her hand from Lee Seo-yeon’s head.

Feeling the process of his hand snapping, Lee Seo-yeon felt great regret.

Why do you cut your hands?

Are you tired of yourself?

Does he hate himself?

What if he hates himself?

Can he be forgiven?

“You’re still young, stay by my side and you’ll know what I mean.”

His smile was benevolent.

Strange.

Lee Joo-eun, whom she knew, was born in the outskirts of the city.

How does he have such an aura?

Her age must be the same as hers… How can she be so grown-up?

‘I want to be next to you.’

It was the moment when Lee Seo-yeon decided her direction for Lee Ju-eun.

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“So the monster branded you?”

“Oh, I think he was a human and then became a monster.”

I told the kids everything about the Seeker.

All I can say is that the Seeker is probably a monster of human origin, and that she has a strong interest in me and doesn’t seem to want to kill me because of that.

Perhaps this choice was the first one I made purely of my own will after coming down to this world.

The path I’ve walked so far has been thoroughly following the story of the game.

In most situations, I knew the correct answer, and so far, if I acted on that answer, I was successful.

There was a difference between Park Soo-hyun and Lee Ju-eun, but that difference did not change the choice in the big picture.

However, this was something that could never happen if you played as Park Soo-hyun.

That’s why I had to figure out the answer by simply rolling my head.

It wasn’t difficult.

Rather, it was familiar.

Because the path I’ve walked until now has no right answer.

“So you’re saying everything is still being relayed to her in real time?”

“If the Seeker isn’t focusing on me, it won’t be relayed.”

At my words, Jisoo tapped his index finger and blushed.

“Then… Will you watch all the dirty stuff? Sleep alone at night…”

“That’s it!”

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Gahyeon covered Jisoo’s mouth.

Jisoo, whose mouth was blocked, was screaming while wondering what was so embarrassing about what he said.

‘Yes, he used to be that kind of kid…’

Maybe it’s because while living with Gahyeon and Seoyeon, her bright energy was stained to some extent, but she was originally a little gloomy.

Since that kind of kid has been pretending to be a normal person up until now, should I say he’s rather remarkable?

“So, are you saying that Joo-Eun stopped the threat from Seoul?”

“It’s like catching a mouse while stepping backwards from a cow. I was looking for a hole where a monster could climb up, but I didn’t know that the epicenter would appear there.”

Actually, I knew that the vampire baron would appear, so I peeled the sun garlic and went to find it, but I didn’t talk about that.

‘The appearance of the Seeker, not the Vampire Baron, is also helpful in this regard.’

Seeker just petted me a few times and then disappeared, but if he had been a vampire, he would have used solar garlic.

“Wouldn’t it be better to tell Seoul directly? To think that such a powerful monster has visited the basement… The same thing could happen again at any time.”

“It’s meaningless. I’d rather not talk about it. A powerful monster like that is just like a disaster. It’s a disaster that can’t be prevented no matter what, but if you consume infrastructure just to prepare for such a disaster, you’ll lose money.”

At my words, Gahyeon nodded as if she understood.

In this way, the incident in Seoul became a secret that only we know.

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After the work in Seoul was over, we returned to the academy as normal.

If the monster from the deep underground of Seoul had come to the surface and destroyed Seoul, it would not have come out right away, but that future did not happen.

“Who is that?”

“I don’t know.”

“f*cking cute…”

I went to school normally.

However, everyone’s eyes were different.

Before and after the break, I only changed one thing.

“Wow…”

The moment I entered the class, everyone’s eyes were focused on me.

Normally, it was natural for people to focus their attention on them when they walked in, but this time it was even worse.

People’s eyes didn’t fall away from me.

And after a while.

“You… Why did you come like that!”

A very excited Gahyeon approached me.

Her face was red and full of embarrassment.

As if he would never show his face to others, he covered me with his body, but in the meantime, he didn’t seem to mind at all that his chest passed right in front of my face.

“From now on, I thought it would be better if I didn’t cover my face.”

As I spoke with a small smile, Gahyeon’s face turned very red.

“Hello everyone.”

I pushed Gahyeon to her side and stood in front of her students.

“Let me greet you anew like this. I am Lee Joo-eun, the person who will save the world.”