I Lost My Memory and Had Too Many S-Class Girlfriends - Chapter 192



192 – Mina and Yerin (Complete)

“Yerin, what’s wrong with you too?”

In the past, I would have worried and thought, ‘Oh, what if Yerin misunderstands?’ but not anymore. I asked the question without losing my composure and maintaining an indifferent expression. Yerin stared straight into my eyes and opened her pink lips.

“I was looking for you because you were missing.”

I nodded my head quietly at Yerin’s words.

“So what about you, teacher?”

“I was just getting some air.”

“With Mina?”

“Why do you keep tripping over Mina?”

“Aha, ha… … That’s right, Yerin. Don’t misunderstand, it’s not what you think.”

Of course, Yerin wouldn’t be able to simply agree.

“For something like that, the atmosphere seemed a bit awkward. What really happened?”

“Yerin.”

“I heard everything. You said you had a strange relationship with Mina before you returned?”

I was wondering why you were so upset.

“What? Are you jealous?”

“I’m not jealous. I’m just.”

“just?”

“Isn’t it a bit odd that Mina keeps nagging the teacher?”

“T-Tail didn’t wag!”

Mina raised her voice with a blush on her face, but Yerin snorted with a look of disbelief.

“You keep nagging at the teacher… … .”

“Oh my. Yerin, come to work.”

“yes?”

“I told you to come here?”

I quickly cut off Yerin’s words and wiggled my finger as if telling her to come closer.

Yerin had a slightly puzzled expression on her face at the sight, but soon began walking towards me.

Yerin, who has already arrived in front of us.

I looked at Yerin and quickly reached out my hand.

After a while, he gently stroked her gray hair.

“teacher?”

Soft white hair touches my fingers.

It’s really lovely how it flows so smoothly.

The texture is also excellent and reminds me of silk.

“There’s no need to be so jealous, Yerin.”

Slowly but surely, he moves his hand towards Yerin’s cheek.

I felt the soft texture of her cheeks, like a baby’s skin.

Maybe it’s because of the night air, but my face is flushed.

When was the last time I caressed your cheek like this?

I don’t even remember very well.

It’s warm.

“Teacher, why are you suddenly like this… … .”

“Is that because you don’t like it?”

“Hey, are you trying to just brush it off like this? Did something really happen between you and Mina?”

“Well, what do you think?”

“It’s a bad habit to ask your teacher a question with another question.”

Yerin glanced at me from time to time and let out a stern grunt, but it didn’t seem like she hated it. She seemed a bit nervous about my unusual behavior. She looked up at me with a bashful face and swallowed hard.

“Can we just touch cheeks a little bit between us? Can’t we?”

“Are we together?”

“We’re in love, right?”

“ah.”

It was an outrageously shameful and shameless statement, even though I was saying it myself.

So much so that you wouldn’t be able to spit it out without covering your face with three layers of iron plates.

If I were the me back then when I lost my memory, I wouldn’t have been able to tell such an embarrassing story.

What’s more, Mina is watching from the side.

But when I think back to the past, I can say as many shameless things as I want.

That’s understandable, because he had many regrets.

– Ah… … Teacher… … Are you there… … ?

I’m sorry I wasn’t able to properly express my feelings to Yerin before I returned.

– I wanted to see the teacher’s face. I can’t see… … Cough, cough… … Ha… … .

I felt embarrassed and sorry for no reason, so I didn’t express my feelings properly.

– I… … thanks to you, teacher… … I was able to come this far. If I hadn’t met you that night… … I probably wouldn’t be alive today… … .

Because I always thought Yerin would be by my side.

– So don’t blame yourself too much… … I’m going to die because it’s time for me to die… … .

But it wasn’t.

Because death always comes suddenly and inevitably.

“Teacher, what are you thinking about… … Ah?”

Freed from my old thoughts, I stared blankly at Yerin and slowly leaned my head forward. Then Yerin reflexively leaned her head back with a short exclamation.

But I couldn’t miss it. I quickly grabbed Yerin’s shoulder. When a large hand firmly grabbed Yerin’s shoulder, Yerin flinched and her body shook slightly.

“… … Sir. It’s, it’s a little close. Oh, why are you like this today?”

“Why? You don’t like it?”

When I asked her mischievously, Yerin swallowed hard with a fidgety face. You could clearly see her chin trembling loudly.

“Really… … Don’t tease me, teacher… … Are you just trying to see me get in trouble for no reason?”

“… … .”

“Teacher, you regained your memory and became so mischievous… … .”

“… … .”

“Well, if you think about it, there’s no way a conservative teacher would do that. Mina is watching from the side. You’re really going too far, teacher. You always tease me… … Huh?”

I quietly covered Yerin’s chattering mouth.

With your lips, of course.

When their round lips met, Yerin looked dumbfounded for a moment.

He blinks his eyes as if he doesn’t know what just happened.

But that only lasts for a moment.

Soon, Yerin’s red eyes widen.

The emotions felt in Yerin’s large eyes were confusion and surprise.

“……uh?”

I finished kising.

Slowly, their lips moved away.

Yerin suddenly caressed her lips.

A heat began to slowly rise from the bottom of my neck, and then suddenly covered my face with a hot flash.

As her face, as white as porcelain, was painted red, Yerin’s eyes started spinning around, not knowing what to do.

“… … Huh, huh?”

Yerin let out an embarrassed noise with a red face.

Then he started to stagger, as if his legs had lost their strength.

What a reaction. It’s funny.

“Isn’t that too much, Yerin?”

“Wh, whhh! Teacher! What are you doing all of a sudden!”

“We can even kis, so why are you so surprised?”

“But if you suddenly do this… … !”

“Usually, she whines and whines when I want her to be physically intimate with me, but when I actually do, she acts like this again.”

Even before her regression, Yerin was secretly weak to being pushed around.

I vaguely remembered how he used to be grumpy on the outside, but when I stroked his hair, he would have a cheerful expression on his face.

“……and.”

Mina, who had been quietly watching this scene, quietly exclaimed in admiration.

But it seems like he’s feeling pretty good.

If you think about it, Mina has some feelings for me. It certainly wasn’t something you should do in front of Mina. But you have to prioritize Yerin over Mina, right? And to some extent, it’s for Mina’s sake. By kising her like this, you’re saying nonsense. Tell her to give up on me.

I don’t want to act like I did when I lost my memories or like I did before I returned.

That time has passed now.

“Yerin.”

“Oh, yes, yes!”

Yerin answered with a very tense face.

I almost burst out laughing at that sight, but I barely held it back.

You can’t laugh now, you can’t laugh. Let’s keep a serious expression.

“Stop being so unnecessarily jealous. Okay? You’re my girlfriend, Yerin. How about showing some loverly generosity?”

“four!”

“And by the way, we’ve been together for quite some time now, but we’ve been so busy with various things that we’ve hardly done anything like being a couple, right?”

“That’s right. Yes, that’s right.”

He looks at Yerin, who is shaking her head and looking stiff, and smiles faintly.

“So let’s try a little harder.”

“Huh? Are you trying hard?”

I placed my hand on Yerin’s shoulder and then looked up into the sky.

A cluster of stars shining brightly in the dark night sky and a soft moon setting down.

I speak quietly under the somewhat cold night sky.

“It’s not long until the end. I’ll probably clash with Edelin. So… … .”

I slowly stroked Yerin’s head.

“Let’s conquer the tower before Adelin and finish everything, then do some proper couple things.”

“ah…….”

These are the things that lovers do.

I haven’t done much of anything romantic with Yerin at the moment.

I was busy and, above all, Yerin didn’t look like an adult.

So, I felt a little bit of resistance, but it will grow quickly in a few years anyway. There is no need to worry about that.

“You have to cheer up, if only for the sake of Serin and Yejun. Aren’t you, Yerin?”

“Yes… … that’s right, our children.”

When we talked about children, Yerin smiled brightly.

The story about having children was a lie, but Yerin truly believed it. And it was a kind of belief that somewhat eased Yerin’s anxiety and became a bond that connected me.

“We have to do our best for the sake of our children. Yes, teacher.”

“Okay, then Yerin.”

Yerin smiling bashfully.

Will I be able to keep watching that scene from now on?

Will he be able to protect Yerin and all of them this time?

I don’t know.

Perhaps we may meet a terrible end like before the regression.

But this time, I will do my best to make sure that never happens.

‘I’ve finished contacting the opposing forces on Edelin’s side… … I’ve gathered as much strength as possible… … Now all that’s left is to leave it up to the heavens.’

Didn’t they say, “Do your best and leave the rest to fate”?

When a person has done all he can do, he leaves it to heaven.

This time, I desperately hoped that I could protect their smiles.

***

“Minaya, aren’t you going in?”

“Right, Pinkie, come quickly.”

“Yerin, didn’t I tell you not to call Mina a pinkie?”

“I’m just kidding, I’m just kidding.”

“You have to take good care of Mina. Where can you find someone as good as Mina?”

“Except for the fact that he nudges the teacher a little, he’s a really good friend.”

Jumina stared at the two people for a moment.

A well-matched couple.

Because they were such a handsome man and beautiful woman, just being together was like a painting.

A man and a woman looking at each other under the soft moonlight, isn’t it quite romantic?

“… … .”

To be honest, I felt a little jealous.

There is no need to think about what to envy.

Jumina bit her lips briefly.

I shouldn’t think like this. I know I shouldn’t, but there’s still a small desire that won’t leave my heart.

At first, it was just a seed the size of a grain of rice, but as the days passed, it grew bigger and bigger and before long, it bloomed into a beautiful flower.

The flowers that were in full bloom were beautiful, but at the same time, they were also shabby.

It felt even more disgusting because it was an emotion that could never bloom.

I know better than anyone that this feeling is wrong.

There are many times when I feel disillusioned with myself.

But how can a person’s heart always do as he wishes?

Even when I try to let go, it is difficult to shake off the pain of this sinister and dirty emotional filth that occasionally raises its head.

So, every time I see Yerin, I just feel sorry and guilty.

At the same time, whenever I’m with my brother, a feeling of desire slowly creeps out.

‘… … Did oppa openly kising Yerin mean to tell me to give up?’

My heart flutters in many ways when I see my brother drawing a line.

“… … I’ll be back in a little while.”

“Really? Then we’ll go in first.”

“Yes, brother.”

“Don’t be so arrogant and come in quickly, Mina. Why, are you shocked when the teacher and I kised?”

“What should I be shocked about, Yerin? I’m just a little surprised.”

Jumina answered in her usual calm voice, but Ryu Yerin noticed that she was trembling slightly without realizing it and furrowed her eyebrows.

What, why are you shocked when I kis my teacher?

Ryu Ye-rin glanced at Ju Mina’s face for a moment, then quickly turned her head away.

I’m just surprised.

Stop making stupid excuses.

Ryu Ye-rin clicked her tongue in her mind.

I don’t like Mina’s eyes, that expression, that behavior. I really don’t like it.

Because I know how Mina looks at her teacher. It’s really absurd to keep glancing at her while pretending not to notice and feeling anxious.

Of course, I know very well that people’s emotions cannot be controlled as they wish, but how could I dare look at the teacher in that way?

Knowing that he was my boyfriend, my lover.

Mina, I haven’t seen you like that.

Seriously.

‘Anyway, that guy too… … tsk.’

I really don’t like it, but I’m putting up with it.

To be honest, I was holding back because it was Jumina. If it was someone else, I would have grabbed her by the hair and made her understand the topic right away.

‘I’m already worried because my older sisters are always by my teacher’s side.’

The women who are by the teacher’s side are all extraordinary.

Lee Ji-hyun, Choi Seo-yoon, Kang Hwa-ryeon… … .

Aren’t they all people with S-rank abilities and strong social influence?

In order to be recognized as the legitimate wife, it is necessary to secure a certain amount of shares, but it is difficult because everyone is not easy.

‘No, wait a minute. Should I just get Mina involved and secure a bit more of my share? If it’s Mina, I can easily swing it(?).’

Anyway, there are a lot of women around the teacher, so adding one more won’t cause a big problem… … aaah! What am I thinking! No, no! Didn’t I already fail once with Seo-yoon? Are you planning on making another mistake?

‘I also have this ridiculous thought. There are already a lot of people here, and if there are more people here, there will be less time for me. That won’t do. It won’t do.’

But… … Since the teacher regained his memory, he seems to have become too accustomed to dealing with women, so things don’t always go my way. And today, he just brushes it off so slyly… … In times like these, it would be helpful to have a sidekick who is easy to deal with… … He could also be useful in keeping his older sisters in check… … .

‘Ugh… … It’s annoying. Why do I have to think like this?’

If it weren’t for Mina, I wouldn’t have been this worried.

Although Ryu Ye-rin was always teasing Mina and calling her names like “Ping-chaeng, Ping-chaeng”, deep down, she was thinking of Mina quite favorably.

In the first place, the fact that Ryu Ye-rin had been by her side since her academy days was proof that she thought positively of her.

“Yerin.”

“… … .”

“Yerin, Ryu Yerin.”

“… … Yes? Oh, yes, teacher. Why are you like that?”

“What are you staring at so blankly for?”

“Oh, I just had something to think about.”

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Ryu Ye-rin tried to pass it off with a hehehe and a heartless laugh, but didn’t Han Seo-jun snort?

“I could hear the sound of heads rolling from here.”

“Is that so? Hehehe.”

“Don’t laugh like an idiot. Are you imitating Mina? Well, anyway, don’t have any weird thoughts, okay?”

“You think that’s strange? What are you saying… …?”

“Yerin, do you know how long I spent with you before I returned? Now I can guess what you’re thinking just by looking at your facial expressions.”

“… … Ah, um. Hmm.”

Oh, by the way, you said that you were even married, right?

Somehow, ever since the teacher regained his memory, he hasn’t fallen for my tricks!

Although Ryu Ye-rin was very happy that she had married her teacher, she was upset that the difficulty level had increased significantly as a result of the backlash.

“Phew. Okay. Then, Mina, you should also come in after getting dressed properly. The weather is quite chilly.”

“… …your brother.”

Jumina answered with a slight smile.

As always, he had a smiling face.

But what are your true feelings?

I wonder if he’s smiling even on the inside?

‘… … It’s needlessly complicated.’

It’s not that I don’t know Mina’s feelings, but honestly, I’m in a pretty difficult position right now.

If he had confessed openly, she could have ended it with a sincere rejection, but Mina was only a scapegoat in her heart.

‘It feels even more strange because it’s Mina who used to look at me with resentful eyes.’

The reason Mina was so resentful was largely because she cherished Yerin, but at the same time, it was likely because she had some level of affection for me.

‘I tried to pickle it right in front of you on purpose, but instead of giving up, I only felt bitterness… … This is really it.’

Well, it’s something that can’t be solved even if you think about it now.

Because there isn’t much time left now.

After everything is over, I need to have a serious talk with Mina.

‘To do that, I definitely have to climb to the top of the tower.’

In order to properly wrap up Mina’s work, Yerin’s work, and their work, I had to conquer the tower.

Only after conquering the tower can I talk properly with the burden on my mind lifted.