I Was Reincarnated as a Villainous Noble Who Gets Killed Midway Through the Story but It Looks Like I’ll Be Executed as a Traitor if I Try to Do Good Deeds - Chapter 91



91 The Direction to Move Forward

For now, the princess sisters and Julia are getting along. That’s good. But in the end, it’s just a detour. No, it’s a big deal.

My biggest problem is what to do about Ike and Muska. That’s not making any progress. It’s difficult. Ike is a genuine teacher, and Muska is an amazing person if you look past their inner thoughts.

In the end, I haven’t decided on a direction to move forward. I’m indecisive and pathetic.

“Rex, are you worried about something? You can tell me anything, I’m a princess. I’m good at keeping secrets.”

It’s a fact that I have a lot of worries. Not only do I have a self-awareness, but even Mira has noticed. It seems that my acting skills are still immature. Then, why doesn’t my father kill me? It’s not a situation where I can be overly optimistic. I have that feeling.

But for now, there’s nothing I can do about the Black family. No matter how things turn out, it’s not a place where I can exert my power. Resources are limited, after all. I need to think carefully about what to prioritize.

“That’s right. I think I have more opportunities to keep secrets than others do. If I’m careless with my words, I won’t be able to do my job as a princess.”

Well, as I’ll be learning various things that many people don’t know, I, too, have secrets as a noble. When I think about it, it’s not strange that the princess knows important secrets.

However, it’s difficult to explain. If I say “doubt Aiku and Muska,” what will be resolved? Rather, I can see a future where the situation worsens. If everyone starts to doubt, both of them will become anxious.

So, there’s no point in talking about it. What can I do? The words “you don’t trust anyone” that Camilla said still linger. Yet, I think it’s correct to keep quiet.

“Well, it seems like there are many troublesome things. But I can handle them on my own.”

“…That’s right. But we’re on your side, Rex-kun. Don’t forget that.”

Mira looks sad for some reason. Did I make a mistake? No, I was told not to worry, and that’s good enough.

But I really can’t say it. I don’t want to say it. If I put it into words, it feels like that’s the end. It seems like a big turning point.

“We’re the ones who owe you a debt of gratitude. We’re more grateful than you think, Rex-san.”

“It’s not that I don’t trust you guys. I just can’t say it to anyone else.”

“I believe you’ll tell us when it’s necessary. See you later.”

“Then, see you later. We’ll always be waiting for you.”

As for me, I want to say what I can. No, it’s not like I’ve been hiding things and saying “what’s with that?” My true feelings are at a level where I can say I’ve never talked to anyone about it.

Sometimes, I think about spilling everything I think. It’s because I can predict an unhappy future, so I’m just enduring it.

It’s definitely for everyone’s sake. That’s what it should be. But a sense of guilt is emerging. Why is that?

“Rex-sama, is something wrong? If there’s anything I can do, I’ll do it.”

Julia and the others are talking to me. They’re usual members, but the atmosphere is a bit different. They seem worried. Is that how they’re acting? This might really be bad.

“We’ll do our best to help if we can. Your words are all we need, Rex-sama.”

“I agree. We have the right to command you. You can order us to do anything, Rex-sama.”

“I can’t say I’ll do anything, but I’ll do what I can.”

I’m happy that they’re worried about me, including the princess sisters. But I have to do something. If I keep working hard, things will somehow work out.

I’m really weak, causing those around me to worry. I need to become stronger. I want to be thought of as someone who’s okay.

“For now, there’s no problem. You guys just need to become stronger. Then, you’ll be able to help me in any way.”

“Rex-sama is strong, but there are times like when that school was attacked. I want to help Rex-sama.”

“I feel the same way! If you wish for it, I’ll do any hard work!”

“Rex-sama, please rely on us. We’ll definitely be of help.”

“As Sara said, we won’t leave your side.”

I’m really blessed to have these people around me. That’s why I need to work even harder. I don’t want to shame these people. I want to be someone who can stand beside them without any problems.

“Do as you like. I won’t be held back. That’s all.”

“Okay, I’ll do as I like!”

Julia and the others have determined looks on their faces. I’m a bit worried. If they overexert themselves for my sake, I’ll be troubled. I don’t want these people to get hurt no matter what.

They’re leaving with a spirited attitude, and I hope they don’t push themselves too hard. As I think that, Muska talks to me next.

“Rex-kun, don’t you think it’s time for us to go on a private trip and have some fun?”

What’s the right thing to do? Should I accept the proposal or be cautious? As for me, I do want to get along with them, but I also think it’s too early to become friends. We’ve only just met, after all.

“Oh, it’s you. You’re probably saying the same thing to anyone, aren’t you?”

“No, that’s not true. Rex-kun is special in many ways. We’re fellow dark magic users and allies, after all.”

“It’s too early to say that. We haven’t even known each other for long.”

“Uh, it’s tough. But I won’t give up. I’ll ask you out again sometime.”

While acting as Rex, I was thinking about how to deepen our bond. It was a difficult situation to handle. As I watched Muska leave, I thought about what to do next. Perhaps I should make more effort to close the distance between us. If I remained doubtful, the other party would never trust me.

“Ah, Rex-san, don’t you have something to say to me?”

“It’s pointless, Felicia. This guy is as stubborn as a fool.”

Felicia asked me, and I knew she was concerned about my worries. It was indeed difficult. Since I trusted her, I was afraid of relying on her too much, which might put a heavy burden on her.

“I’ve been doing my best for you, and it’s sad.”

“I appreciate that, but this is my problem.”

“This fool of a younger brother is really helpless.”

“Well, sister, it’s fun to unravel the hearts of people like this, isn’t it?”

“You’ll be finished if Felicia abandons you. Don’t forget that.”

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What Camila said was a fact without error. She was a crucial ally who had good intentions towards me.

I wondered how much I could return to such an important ally. Thinking about it made me feel a little down.