I Will Be the Only One Who Heals at the Prison Academy - Chapter 311
311 – This World Is Actually a Game #1
311 – This world is actually a game # 1
I am a fair person in my own way.
If you received favor from someone, you had to repay the favor in proportion to the favor you received.
Otherwise, you’ll be in debt.
The opposite is also true.
If someone showed me malice or screwed me over, I had to pay back exactly that much, no more.
Because the malice of others also becomes a debt.
A debt that eats away at my life.
In that sense, the damage Yumi caused me was enormous.
How can I repay this?
It’s difficult to even calculate.
A guy like that would sneak into the club room and even rob the refrigerator.
“No further explanation is needed.”
Sereung.
I drew my sword.
After grabbing Yumi by the thin nape of her neck, she had to give her a big punch to the stomach. Especially considering that she almost died because of this guy.
Sigh, wow.
I grabbed Yumi by the collar and lifted her up.
“Geuek, keek, geek…” ” ” !”
Yumi couldn’t breathe and was struggling with her limbs in pain.
She didn’t feel very pitiful or pitiful.
“Wait a minute, tell me…” “Listen. I’m sure you want to kill me. But, later, you will regret it. It has to be like that. Like that…”
Struggling.
The guy was lifted up by the collar and kept babbling.
Her face is so red that it looks like it’s about to explode.
Looking at her tears, she seemed to be in great pain.
“Hey, let go of this. Soo, suffocating…”
“…”
What should I do here?
Just getting rid of this guy like this?
“…”
In fact, that might be the most correct way.
This guy is like a bomb that doesn’t know where it will go.
It would be right to get rid of it right away while you have the chance.
Let’s say I didn’t kill this guy here.
What if, after this guy escapes from this place, something like the big Victoria being attacked happens again?
I will regret for the rest of my life that I did not kill Yumi at this moment.
I will think of her until the moment I die and close her eyes.
He said he should have killed Yumi back then.
But.
At the same time, it was also true that there was something unclear about killing this guy right away.
It was not due to a moral feeling or sentiment that one should not kill people.
For some reason, I have a feeling that I shouldn’t kill this guy here.
Sensation.
To be precise, it is the sixth sense.
It can be expressed as the instinctive sensitivity that I have acquired as I have overcome various difficulties.
“Give me at least one reason why I shouldn’t kill you here.”
“… Ugh, ugh, ugh, ugh…”
“Say it!”
“I-I have to let this go…” ” ” .”
Is that the case again?
But my hand was still hesitant to let go of his neck
“I know that coming here was your handiwork. If I let go of your head here, it would be the same as falling for your tricks.”
“Geuugh, ugh.”
Yumi’s face, which had been turning red, was now turning blue.
The struggling movements gradually decrease.
I just started shaking.
Zech.
“Huh, huh.”
When I let go of her neck, Yumi flopped down on the floor, like a marionette whose strings had been cut.
Then she started coughing and touching the back of her neck, and she was very distressed.
* * *
I am a person with strong self-love.
I am confident that I have worked hard so far and made only the best choices.
That’s why I never regretted anything.
But it’s a little different now.
For the first time in my life, I felt regret so intensely.
I kept wondering whether it was right to let Yumi go without twisting her neck.
“…”
“…”
Yumi and I didn’t talk to each other.
It was natural since I wasn’t meant to have a face-to-face conversation with her in the first place.
Of course this is not right.
It’s good to talk about something.
This unfamiliar feeling creeps up.
It would be good to shake off what can be called self-loathing.
“Say it.”
Shocking.
Yumi seemed surprised by my words.
The guy was trembling with tear-filled eyes, and there was something pitiful about him, like a deer caught in a merciless and vicious trap.
I don’t understand.
In this situation, if there was a perpetrator and a victim, it was clear that the perpetrator was definitely this guy.
However, if someone who knew nothing about this situation looked into it, they would definitely see Yumi as a good, innocent victim and me as a vicious person.
This strange situation where the victim becomes the perpetrator by showing his anger
I ended up feeling many philosophical questions that I would never have thought about before.
“Say it.”
“What, what?”
“Why do you come here and trouble me? Also, give me at least one reason why I shouldn’t kill you.”
I really wanted there to be at least one reason.
Then I thought I could forgive myself a little.
“After…”
Then Yumi took a light breath and then she exhaled.
The guy who has caught his breath speaks.
“I understand that you hate me. I had to go through something like that, but my likability couldn’t be higher. But let me make one excuse—.”
“I didn’t give you time to make excuses. Convince me. If you don’t, I’ll cut you for real this time. “Your left wrist.”
This was both a warning and a promise to me.
When I cried out, Yumi touched her left wrist and looked quite serious.
“This world is a game. “Yuheego.”
“…”
“A game of gigantic beings that we humans cannot understand. It’s just entertainment. This Ludens Island is that kind of place.”
“Everyone knows that Ludens Island is a place for the entertainment of the gods.”
“No, this world is closer to entertainment than everyone thinks. “Like in stories and fairy tales, there are those who can be called chosen protagonists.”
“…”
“What is there to hide now? The main character is me.”
“…”
“You’re surprised, right? Yeah, you must have been surprised. What would you expect? “I never thought there would be a main character in this big world, like in a story like a fairy tale or novel.”
“…”
“By the way, you are a villain, Viktor. It’s that kind of role. Everyone has a role in this world. It would be better to say that there is a predetermined fate.”
“Scammers have long tongues. “I resent myself for trying to listen to your story.”
Sereung.
I pulled out my sword and cut Yumi down.
Sak-.
It feels like cutting a thick wad of paper.
“aaah!”
Yumi screamed and fell out.
Then he shouts as if he is truly embarrassed.
“Are you really crazy!?”
“No.”
“You seriously tried to kill me! Just now!”
The first attack seemed to be blocked by something like a ‘shield’.
“Did you drink a defense potion?”
“Of course! “I already expected you to be like this!”
I thought Yumi wouldn’t have come into the club room without a plan, but it was true.
A defense potion.
It’s hard to find, but he’s really a very trustworthy guy.
“I don’t care. “I will kill you this time.”
I prepared a second attack.
All you have to do is tear off the shield and body at the same time.
“Now, wait!”
Then Yumi shouted loudly.
“If you kill me, this world will end!”
Thanks to that, I was able to stop the second sword strike.
“What does it mean?”
“Literally. If you kill me, this world will end. And… Continued next. As if nothing had happened. It starts all over again…”
“…”
“It’s already been repeated several times. Of course you don’t know. Because you are not the main characters. It’s already been repeated several times. Again and again…”
Yumi shed tears.
I don’t know what the tears are.
From noble mtl dot come
Self-pity?
Anger?
Or just crocodile tears?
To a man, a woman’s tears are destructive in many ways.
Even in this world of D&A, there is no weapon as powerful as it.
Once upon a time, Victorica shed tears in front of my tombstone.
In many ways, it was painful for me to have to hide my identity
But.
I didn’t mind Yumi’s tears.
Rather, reason becomes calmer.
“In other words, to sum up what you said, this means that this world will be reset when you die. “You’re just moving on to the next opportunity, and other than you, we don’t remember anything.”
“… This is easy to understand. “I was prepared for it to take a few days.”
It has to be quick to understand.
A world of entertainment that starts again from the beginning when the main character dies.
Even if other people didn’t know, I felt like I somehow knew.
Why did Yumi have such strange knowledge?
Also, it was a moment that explained why I hesitated and did not immediately punish Yumi. Was this the true nature of the ominous premonition?
“He’s the main character.”
There is a main character in the game.
If the main character dies and has to start over from the beginning, what happens to the supporting characters other than the main character? What about the other main characters? What about minor roles?
There will only be complete darkness.
Because the spotlight always shines on only one person.
If you kill Yumi, only darkness will remain in this world.
That’s probably true.
“Really. I never thought the day would come when I would explain things like this. Actually, I don’t say things like this lightly. Even if I tried, no one believed me, and even if I spoke, the results were not good.”
“The results were not good?”
“You know Snow White Princess? A fairy tale. What do you think will happen if the dwarfs in the story one day realize that they are characters from a fairy tale?”
“…”
Did he think I was having a normal conversation with him?
Yumi seemed to have regained some confidence from her shivering deer-like appearance earlier.
Maybe that’s why she gave me something I didn’t even ask for.
“Honestly. How could she have thought she would be able to slay that dragon? I’ve never had anything like that before. The plan goes awry for no reason. Do you know how much I suffered because of that? What? Am I a traitor?”
“…”
“You are the villain. Why should I be treated like a villain? Do you know how many times I almost died because of you?”
Did you think that I couldn’t kill myself now that I knew the situation?
Yumi revealed her true colors again.
Clear egocentric thinking.
It definitely deserves to be called the ‘main character.’
That’s the way it is.
Even if he betrays, kills, or massacres, the protagonist cannot become a villain.
“You stole my things and things got even more complicated. Even worse, was it taken away by Cain Arkwright? What kind of stupid thing are you doing? “At what time will you obtain the crown?”
“Is this because the crown is yours?”
“Of course it’s something that was made for me! That’s all…After. How did it really get so twisted? Even if I told you, you wouldn’t understand. Really…”
“…”
It is inevitable that doubts arise here.
“Yumi, you are ruined. Yes, this attempt went completely wrong. Because you are being treated like the villain you hate so much. The crown also fell into Cain’s hands. “Then why didn’t we start over?”
“What?”
“As you say, if you die, let’s say this world starts over again. “If you don’t like the current progress, you can just start a new, right?”
“…”
Yumi didn’t say anything.
They must be trying to hide something.
But on the one hand, I understood it.
Only I can understand.
“Are you afraid of pain and death?”
I died once.
The pain of death that fades away like a flame.
The coexistence of the coolness of everything cooling down amidst the blazing heat.
Death was a contradiction that could not be described in words.
I felt like my soul was being worn out.
Honestly.
Even if I were to experience that situation again, I don’t think I would ever get used to it.
I hate dying.
I want to live.
Because my heart was strong enough to not be defeated by anyone.
However, it seemed that the principle of Yumi’s behavior now was not simply the fear of death.
“You’re hiding something from me.”
“…”
Yumi’s expression she became infinitely cold.
All the colorful facial expressions that were showing just now turn colorless, as if they were all lies.
“There’s no way to get over anything easily. You look just like the man I hate the most. Victor.”