I Will Be the Only One Who Heals at the Prison Academy - Chapter 405



405 – Winds of Winter #4

405 – Winds of Winter #4

“…”

I sat still and lost in thought.

People living in modern times have many things that can take their attention and focus, such as cell phones and computers.

Ironically, there were many times when I was bored in the world of this game.

The world that was so thrilling and never boring when looking at it through the monitor has moments of boredom when you actually live in it.

The human mind is truly a strange thing.

But this quiet time, with no nymphs or noises, was the right time to reflect on myself.

For example, my current level.

Skills I possess.

Things like items I need to get in the future.

Also, it’s good to check my goals again.

“First, see the ending.”

There are actually many reasons why people play games.

There are probably many parts of the game that you find enjoyable.

However, if it is a game with a story and an ending, I think the goal is to take a journey until you reach the end.

So did I.

‘Seeing the ending’.

That’s my primary plan.

“No, you’re wrong. My real goal is not simply to see the ending. It’s about getting over it and moving on to the world after that.”

Correct the goal.

It feels good in many ways to be alone and organize my thoughts.

The world after the ending.

A scenery I have never seen before.

Life in its true meaning, not just the game “D&A”.

“Will I be able to do well?”

There will be no strategy and no know-how.

When I think about whether I can get through it well, no matter how much I am, I can’t help but feel a little nervous.

I feel it these days.

I lacked improvisation.

I’m stuck with what I know and find it difficult to accept new things.

“As expected, I am a slow learner.”

“Do you finally know that?”

I was surprised when someone spoke to me.

When she came to her senses, Victorica was looking down at me with her arms crossed.

“Victor, you are a clumsy person in many ways.”

“Victoria, when did you come in?”

“When did you come? I’ve been talking to you since a while ago, but you ignored me. I thought about hitting him, but I held back. Rather, you also asked me on the other side to touch your breasts?”

“…”

Have we already shared that story?

It feels like the cheek that was hit back then is tingling again.

Victorica said while I was feeling a little sentimental.

“I heard you got dumped by my sister too? She said her sister said she would not confess to you or anything.”

“… Well, something like that happened.”

“So what are you going to do? The promise you made. “You completely broke down.”

“Well… “I was already thinking about it in many ways.”

I have more thoughts.

This is because there is no save or load in this world, so you have to be careful about your choices.

Since it is not easy to retry, you have to do your best at every moment.

Still.

I was confident that I had generally chosen the best in everything I had done so far.

I occasionally made mistakes and there were quite a few big problems.

I felt proud of the path I had taken.

These were the best plays.

“I heard that the orca will move slowly.”

Victorica said.

His question brought me out of my thoughts.

It’s already getting close to evening.

It’s a bit disappointing that the time the sun is up is getting shorter.

“You’ll end up fighting an orca, right?”

Victorica asked.

I just nodded to his question

“That will happen.”

“Do we really have to fight? “If you think about it now, you and Orca were pretty good friends ever since you were young.”

“I guess so.”

“I did. We also caught rhinoceros beetles in the summer. “My sister and I hated that kind of thing.”

When I was young.

Surprisingly, not many memories come to mind from childhood.

However, I remember not having a very bad relationship with Orca.

We also train together.

I used to often kick the ball and run around.

In the summer, I also caught rhinoceros beetles in the garden near the mansion, just as Victorica said.

At that time, I didn’t want to lose to Orca in anything.

Maybe it was because of him that I was able to overcome the training that had continued since my childhood.

“Can you beat Orca?”

Victorica asked.

I just give the obvious answer to that question.

“Can win. “I have to win.”

“Well, let me say it differently. “Can you kill an orca?”

* * *

When I close my eyes, sometimes memories flash back.

Memories that I had forgotten for a while due to my busy life.

Recently, there have been a lot of things from my childhood.

Something like the Arkwright family’s mansion, full of cold stone walls.

A mixed smell with mold somewhere.

The roof was high.

When I looked up, a high ceiling looked down at me as if I could never reach it in my life.

Not only that, but everything about the Arclight family was big and grand.

A spacious house.

High castle walls.

A vast garden.

Even for a young me, it was something amazing.

But the atmosphere was unusually quiet.

It would be nice to say that it was stiff and solemn.

I have a big mansion for a long time, but I can’t run around and play there.

I have a large garden, but I can’t kick a ball and play there.

I thought it was unfortunate.

━What is it, Victor? What are you doing hanging from a tree? Beetle? What do you do with something like that? It’s big. Well, if I had caught it, I would have caught a bigger one.

Old memories flash back again.

When Orca was young, he was an excellent and well-behaved master himself.

I felt like I was a great person because I was good at everything.

No matter what I did, I felt like I was two steps ahead of myself.

Two steps.

So, how much of a difference is the distance between me and this guy now?

You won’t know unless you see it in person.

“In some ways, you were more like Orca’s younger brother than me. Can you kill an orca like that? “That guy will try to kill you.”

Victorica’s question went to the core.

That’s probably why my childhood memories suddenly flashed back.

“Maybe I too will end up killing the orca. But I think that shouldn’t be the case. “I feel like I’ll never be able to get it back to normal again.”

Orca is Victorica’s older brother.

He is also Flora’s older brother.

If I kill a guy like that.

The relationship between Victorica, Flora, and I will become incredibly awkward.

At that time, Victoria sighed and stretched.

Now that it’s almost evening time, I guess I’m going to go back.

“Victor, I think I was lucky it was you.”

“What?”

“The person who came into our house. It may be a sad and difficult memory for you, but when I think about it now, I think we were fortunate that it was you who became our family.”

“I see.”

“Even though we broke off our engagement. So I think I actually had more time to think about this and that. “What is family?”

There are some things that are obvious.

Air.

Water.

Something like wind.

Or legs that allow you to run without any problems.

Something like a nose that can smell things as if it were natural.

But when it becomes inconvenient or disappears one day.

We finally get time to take a fresh look at things that are taken for granted.

Victorica seemed to be like that too.

“If I think about it now, even if our engagement had continued and we had gotten married, it wouldn’t have ended well. Because my relationship with you was something that was given for granted.”

“I see.”

“But it will be different now. Victor, I think I like you. No, beyond those feelings, I exist here now. “How about you?”

Parr-.

Victoria’s long eyelashes are shaking.

How much courage must it have taken to be honest and open your heart.

I should have courage too.

“I like you too. I also want to wrap my hand around your waist or touch your lips. I want to pull my hair like a mischievous boy in puberty. “I want to touch your breasts too.”

“What… !? Why your breasts?”

“That’s because the heart is there.”

“Why are you sitting here talking like an adventurer’s famous saying? Rather, are you saying that any breasts are that good for you? This perverted! “A devil with no discipline!”

“No, that’s not necessarily true. Not just any breasts are good. Victoria: I want to touch it because it’s yours. No, if you think about it, a pretty woman’s breasts could belong to anyone…”

“You, you, you, do you know what you’re saying? You might be feeling a little dizzy, wondering why I’m even having this conversation… !”

Victoria with her hair standing on end

A slap is coming.

But this was my true heart, no more, no less.

“I don’t just want to touch your breasts. I want to make you smile. I hope you are happy and laugh at the trivial jokes I tell. Every morning, I want to talk to you about the dreams I had last night. There are a lot of things I want to do with you. “I can’t explain it.”

“…”

Ssurre-.

Hair that stood up like a cat’s fur sides.

Victoria said, quietly avoiding her gaze with her red face.

“Well, you can do that. Fool. And that kind of story. “I’m sure he’s not just doing it to me, he’s also doing it to other guys too, right?”

“That’s right.”

“…”

Victorica seemed a little sulky.

Then, he said quietly, “Even at times like this, why don’t you lie and say, I’m only saying this to you.” Dunt. Idiot. Fool. He starts gossiping about me, saying, “You mutt.”

But no matter how much I tried to look cool, I couldn’t lie and say things I didn’t mean.

“Harem. “I want to do it.”

“… If you want to do it, you can do it however you want. “I’m going to do whatever I want anyway.”

“That can’t be possible. Victorica, I will persuade you. A harem that considers everyone as the first, with no meaning to the first, second, third, or fourth order. That is the path I pursue.”

“…”

“I will make sure you never regret it. I promise.”

“You idiot, such a promise you can’t keep.” “I’m not doing it carelessly.”

Victorica turned her red face.

Then she left the club room.

* * *

“Stupid.”

As Victoria left her room, she said lightly.

I was almost convinced because he was telling such a ridiculous story with a more serious face than anyone else in the world.

“You say you want to touch your breasts every day.”

Soft.

She squeezes her own breasts.

What is it that makes me want to touch it so much?

But on the other hand, I also felt a sense of relief.

Victorica and Victor have been family for a very long time.

Because I grew up like her brother or sister, it wasn’t strange that I didn’t have any curiosity or feelings about the other person.

I heard that fiancés who have grown up under the same roof since childhood are so much like family that they often end up having major problems in their married life.

What if you had to spend your first night with someone you grew up with as your sister or brother and then have a child with them? It’s bound to be shocking in many ways. The end of such a marriage would only be unhappy in many ways.

Just as her father Cain and her mother Johanna were fiancés since childhood and eventually got married, leading to an unhappy ending.

In fact, that was what Victorica was worried about.

She thought that Viktor would think of her as a sister, as she had been with him since childhood. It seemed like there was no need for her to worry, as she made unscrupulous and profane demands whenever she got the chance.

“Rather, the problem is that it is too impure. Fool. Pervert guy. “That’s what happens when the steel quirk disappears!”

I’m worried that if she stays like this, she might attack any woman passing by.

According to Shadi, there is a limit to how much a man’s lust can be tolerated. She was worried that Victorica would have to somehow monitor and manage her before she attacked the other women.

‘I’m worried…’

Worry.

What I’m worried about is the problem of Orca and Viktor.

The two will fight.

It will be soon.

Orca will try to kill Viktor.

Victor will not be able to kill Orca.

“Victor, he definitely will.”

It will be a one-sided fight at a disadvantage to one side.

In the meantime, how should Victorica act?

‘More than anything, Viktor doesn’t have a sword right now. Will the fight itself come into existence?’

Sword.

There is no sword that can withstand the attacks of Victor, who has reached the level of a sword master.

Since even his Balmung could not withstand it, all the miscellaneous swords would be destroyed.

‘Where can I get a sword like that again?’

Victorica thought for a moment.

One person comes to mind.

He was a man who wielded a sword more powerful than Victor and yet handled his weapon without breaking it.

“So─.”

“…”

“—So you’re saying you’ll get me a weapon that could kill your brother? Victorica. You were so shameless in telling me that you would excommunicate me. Get out.”

The man Cain looked at his second daughter with his cold eyes.

And Victorica also looked at Cain.

Liquor bottles piled up in an old inn room.

Even in the roughly cluttered room, the man Cain seemed so ‘king’ that Victorica’s heart literally felt like it was being crushed.

Normally, I would have absolutely obeyed the matriarch’s words.

He couldn’t even think of going against his will.

But now Victorica could not back down.

So I shook off my fear and shouted.

“You are the one who made me and Viktor got engaged. I’m just trying to protect my fiancé. I’m trying to protect my family. So, give me the famous sword you have, “Juwayezu.”

“Are you in a position to ask me for something?”

“I’m not asking for a favor. “I’m warning you in advance.”

The eyes of two people who resemble each other meet.