Love Letter From The Future - Chapter 790
790 – 9. Not a single day goes by without this (39)
The sound of skin being torn was terrifying.
Celine didn’t put up any resistance until her sharp nails plunged in. She even gritted her teeth to the point where she didn’t even scream.
It was the same even after the blood started flowing out.
Only the breathing of the girl who stabbed her former friend resonates. With her head down, Ceria’s out-of-breath expression was hidden by her hair. There is only a shadow of fire flickering above it.
There was no conversation between the two for a while. It took a lot longer than that for me to chew my lips and let out a sloppy plea.
“Seria, please…” ….”
As she pulled out her fingernails, her blood flowed back in a rush. Nevertheless, Celine’s lips did not turn pale.
Because I avoided fatal injuries.
The area where the bright blue energy penetrated was none other than the shoulder. If she had gone a little further to the side, he would have pierced her uvula, and if not, he would have been close enough to death to aim for her heart.
But it was a place that was never close to death.
Even as Ceria kept her silence, Celine was crying.
“You can’t do this… You saw what I became! Now my body doesn’t listen properly… But I remember. “Every single thing I did and what I said!”
Still, no answer comes back.
Facing her old friend, who was still holding her breath, Celine continued her earnest request.
“Every time I came to my senses, I wanted to die… He stabbed me several times with his body that didn’t listen properly! But no, play it again… So, please… ….”
“…… Shut up.”
The language that broke through the silence was extremely harsh.
It was an unbelievable rant uttered by the quiet and timid Seria. That was why Celine, who was crying, was momentarily speechless.
It didn’t take long for the awkward name to come out.
“…… “Seria?”
“I told you to shut up!”
It’s better to scream.
Ahh! Seria’s hands immediately grabbed the back of Celine’s neck. The force was so strong that the pressure caused Celine to gasp and complain of difficulty breathing.
A blue flame was burning in the girl’s raised eyes. The concentrated emotions were already a source of heat.
Even the flames that covered the area could not be compared.
The screams of the girl who lost her home continued.
“Because of you… Because of your lack of behavior! Do you know how many people were injured and killed?! Look at Heavenly Sword Mountain now… Everything is burning. Unlike you, we haven’t done anything wrong!”
Every word, every word, is struck with sloppy hatred.
Seline’s yellow-brown pupils dilated and contracted repeatedly. Huh, huh. With the sound of heavy breathing, flames burn across the retina.
Burning ridges, earth, and a crackling scream from a world colored with red.
But no light or heat would be as intense as the hatred of an old friend burning before her eyes.
Every time Seria grinded her teeth, she was filled with sloppy anger and resentment. Celine’s breathing became heavier. The fear spreading across her pale face hinted at her psychological state.
Despite this, the hatred does not stop.
“Do you still feel like a victim? The original sin lies with you… That you were struggling with an inferiority complex? Did he betray humanity because he was alone in his victim mentality? “How is that our fault?!”
At this time, Seria did not even know what she was saying. He just felt that his brain was hot, complicated, swelling, and on the verge of exploding.
It was natural. Because her spirit had already reached its limit.
She was the first friend she made after entering the academy. She decided to end her relationship alone and live trapped in Cheongeomsan Mountain, forgetting her entire life. But why?
Why does the relationship she thought she had cut off come back in such a cold way?
Seria was already on the verge of going crazy.
Or, she may have already gone crazy.
Celine thought of it as she listened to her voice overcome by that evil. Because she had memories that bloomed like a haze.
A list of sins that took action, harmed countless lives, and burned everything in sight.
The girl, terrified, started struggling without thinking. I wanted to somehow escape from my past, but it was an impossible wish. Ceria’s grip on the back of Celine’s neck tightened.
At some point, the girl’s screams were becoming watery.
“I was doing well… I was about to forget it! I don’t want to become a monster like you, for everyone’s sake! But you… “Have you ever tried to sacrifice as much as me?!”
“I’m sorry. I’m not good at it… Ugh, kek?!”
The apology I stuttered out was never conveyed. It was because Seria pulled Celine’s neck with force.
The distance between each other is getting closer. Even if I shake my head or look away, I can’t avoid eye contact.
The yellow-brown pupils were trembling like crazy.
“I, I…” Then that’s it. I was giving up…….”
A confession made by Seria while panting.
The trembling neck of the neck represented the girl’s feelings. Her deep sorrow leaves a reverberation at the end of her blurred words.
“But, but…” “Why is everyone doing this now?”
Who are you talking to?
Seria couldn’t even know that. There was an old friend who was clearly scared right in front of her, but there were several more who were digging into her optic nerves.
Ties that I wanted to cut off, but couldn’t.
I blamed myself for being weak several times. Cursed her own heart of flesh and blood.
I felt sorry for my body, which was constantly reminded of human warmth.
“I am a ‘monster’… You shouldn’t mix with humans. “I have decided to forget everything, even throw away my name, and rot alone!”
Celine touched her lips as her confession fell out.
Is it an apology or a consolation?
I wanted to do something, but in the end, there was no voice that resonated with my vocal cords. It was because I didn’t have the shame to do that.
Celine’s yellow-brown pupils glanced to her side. Her fire was flickering through her tongue and consuming her world. Suddenly, the girl felt as if she had seen a mirage.
Have an attitude and take out your anger on the whole world.
Her nausea soared that Celine closed her eyes. The corners of her mouth trembled as she held back her tears.
But hell doesn’t end when she closes her eyelids.
“Why are you trampling on my last refuge? They came one by one, shaking me… Are you going to burn it now? “It’s my fault for being foolish and saying I’d even throw away my name?!”
Seria’s eyes were bloodshot as she gritted her teeth.
“I want you to kill me?!”
In an instant, her gaze was scanning Celine, and her bright blue skin was mixed.
Yes, I have to kill him.
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It had to be that way. The opponent was the enemy who burned the monk. Even if such evil acts were true, who would dare criticize Seria?
Even Ian sighed.
But, for some reason.
“My, I am you?”
As Seria shouted like that, a faint dew had already formed at the corner of her eyes. Her hand trembles as she holds Celine’s neck and shakes it.
Nostalgic times delve into the girl’s mind one after another.
A memory of the day she first encountered him at the academy.
“Why are you doing this to me…” I want to forget everything. Why does it keep reminding me of old memories! Uh, how could I… ….”
Memories of the day we fought with swords, memories of the day we won the hunting festival, memories of the day we fought together at the orphanage, memories of the day we struggled together against the mythical giant.
Memories of the days when we were alone in training, memories of days when we ate together and argued, and countless other days.
I wanted to forget. No, I had to forget it.
‘Seria Yurdina’ is no more. Didn’t she swear that from now on she would live as an anonymous practitioner of the Thousand Sword Mountain?
So, I didn’t mind the memories until now.
Just cut everything out and that’s it. I had to kill him right now.
Isn’t it so simple? It’s an ending that even the opponent doesn’t want.
Still, why?
“…… “Can I kill you?”
I can’t help but sob while saying that.
Seria felt so miserable about herself that she couldn’t bear it. Her tears flowing down her cheeks meet the heat of the flame, leaving only their mark.
Looking at her like that, Celine couldn’t say anything for a while. Her strength was already released from the hand that was holding the back of her neck, and if she wanted to shake it off, she could do so.
The girl who became a devil simply stammered an apology with a pale complexion.
“Sorry, sorry… Me, I just… Sorry… ….”
No answer comes back. In Celine’s voice, her young despair and guilt were gradually deepening.
“I’m sorry, Seria… Because I’m selfish… For making me ask you for favors…….”
Silence again.
Celine kissed her lips that would not let go. Her overflowing tears trace a long path down the corners of her eyes. Is it because she is adding more sadness than it has evaporated?
“But you have to kill me…” “It’s something only you can do, Ceria.”
Ceria’s expression could not be seen, obscured by the shadow of her hair. But since she didn’t get a clear answer, Celine’s tone became more and more servile.
“You can blame me forever… Chi, buddy? Now I don’t even have the shame left to call you that… No, I don’t. Sorry, sorry. Sorry… Still, please… ….”
If her limbs had listened to her, she would have fallen flat on her face. Celine’s voice was as earnest as that, and on the other hand, it was engulfed in fear.
“Well, otherwise…” ….”
It was right then.
Ceria, who had been keeping her silence, suddenly raised her hand. Before long, she pounced, and Kang-gi’s nails plunged in once again.