The Engagement Was Broken Off at the Wedding Hall - Chapter 42



42 – 3-5. Godyangnam police exist for America.

Is there a need to just work from home?

“I guess I can live now…”

An open space.

Appropriate white noise.

Especially when I see a few people passing by, the feeling of loneliness and laziness that had been implicitly disappearing.

‘As expected, it’s Nova.’

Today, I went to the library listed on the Nova list.

A moderately crowded city library. I heard that the interior was particularly nice, and when I came here in person, it seemed worth it.

“It was well built with a feeling.”

Should I say that I feel at ease when I look at it?

An old-fashioned design somewhere between grandeur and comfort.

I found myself staring at the place without realizing it, feeling as if I had entered a historic museum.

‘…No, now is not the time.’

Let’s just finish what we’re doing and take a rest.

I turned around and headed back to my seat.

And

“Ugh….!”

“……………………….”

Who is in heaven?

Why on earth are you doing this to me?

‘Why on earth?’

Do you keep putting the f*cking Raceist on me?

As of today, I felt like I had to go out and eat lunch.

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This country is crazy.

The person who is called the President always spits out the sound of chewing on a skunk’s anus.

The only men I see are real men who are crazy about vodka.

No, to be honest, it is none of my business to know whether the guy next door is a real man or the president is doing something stupid.

It was enough for my family to eat well and live well.

“Yes…Yes, sorry…Yes….”

“What? Who’s calling?”

“….It’s nothing, so you can stay in.”

“…………”

But that’s not it.

There is only one man in the house, so what does that only man know how to do?

Go somewhere and drink and spread out,

I came back from a fight with people,

When you’re drunk, don’t you, mother and daughter, get beaten up without any hesitation?

…Recently, they were even lending money for gambling.

‘What the hell….’

The only good thing is that the men were taken away because of the war.

Thanks to that guy among the men, I didn’t have to increase my debt or need to refill my first aid kit, which was a blessing in disguise.

“Lina, you don’t have to worry.”

“Is it as easy as it sounds?”

From the beginning, my mother was also a problem.

No matter how you look at it, it was an animal, not a human.

I was confident that something like this would not happen even if we just abandoned this asshole and divorced, ran away from home, or moved out and lived together.

“…Don’t hate Dad too much. He’s a person who lives a difficult life in his own way.”

“It’s harder for mom…”

“Don’t say that.”

“Yes, yes, I understand.”

I know roughly what you are talking about.

The good news is that he’s at home so other men don’t come into our house and break it down.

Because I’ve been hearing this for a long time.

‘When on earth are we talking about this….’

For my mother, Russia was ‘that kind of country.’

“…Ugh!”

And I had no desire to live in ‘that kind of country.’

All men are violent, drunken and alcoholics.

I would rather live alone than live with these bastards.

“Ugh….Haaa….”

But in the end, you have to study. The only thing was studying.

Fortunately, I was able to get into college because I was smart enough.

Now all that’s left is to get a license, study hard, and escape the country through an overseas company.

After leaving our country like that…

‘….Where should I go?’

Actually, this was also a problem.

If I were to leave this country, where would I go?

I was watching all kinds of stories on the Internet, but there wasn’t a single thing that really touched my heart.

“………….”

It’s frustrating.

Strangely, I couldn’t even focus on studying.

A situation where my heart was blown.

How can I feel at ease when I’ve seen things like that since the morning?

“? Where are you going?”

“Library.”

I don’t know.

Let’s go out first and see.

…

..

.

“…Good.”

A street where all men have disappeared.

Even those who get drunk and do odd jobs

Even those who fall down on the street and don’t know if they are dead or alive.

Those who grab each other by the collar and pledge their superiority

No.

There is no one.

‘As expected….’

It can’t be this good when the man disappears.

It felt a bit like the city itself had died, so there was a cold atmosphere, but at least it seemed safer in terms of security than when you never know when a bottle of vodka might arrive.

I went straight into the library, put down my backpack, and started studying.

“……”

The black is the letters and the white is the paper.

I can’t see the text.

Isn’t today the right day?

I read the same line over and over again, but nothing stuck in my head.

‘I don’t know.’

It’s frustrating.

It was just crazy frustrating.

‘…Maybe I should have just followed my sister and gone to Hawaii.’

No.

Now, I am a test taker with one year left until the exam.

If she was a woman whose heart would waver from now on, it would be impossible for her to even go out and live in the first place.

I needed perseverance to stick to my butt while holding on to studying, which is out of the question here…

“──aaah….”

I can’t eat it, you damn thing.

My mental state was very bad.

I feel exactly the same as when I study after drinking a glass of vodka.

My whole body is refusing to study with all its might.

“……………………….”

I guess I’ll take a break for a bit.

I didn’t do anything in particular, but I closed the book and got up.

“….Oh.”

People are so treacherous.

The moment I closed the book and woke up, my eyes suddenly opened.

I felt like my condition was getting better as the sudden rush of sleep disappeared.

‘Really funny.’

Should I walk a bit and come back?

I walked through the library in a daze, aimlessly.

Like that

“Ugh…!”

“…..?”

Man. All.

A man who appears to be of Asian descent and not Russian.

And for some reason, it looks a little familiar──I guess it’s not an illusion.

‘That person.’

We met a few times.

Even at the bread shop. Even on the trails.

A man whose movements often overlap recently.

‘…Stalker?’

No.

That can’t be possible.

No matter what, it is excessive self-consciousness.

That’s right, there are quite a few crazy people in this world who are constantly following you and looking for opportunities to kidnap you, right?

“……………………….”

I often saw articles about drunk alcoholics attacking unfamiliar women.

And what if the same thing happens to you?

‘That can’t be….’

I try to deny it.

I tried to deny it, but I was still anxious.

That’s because the paths overlap too much.

If you just turn your eyes once, you can see it right away, so you encounter it wherever you go.

‘Is that usually possible by chance?’

No.

This was only possible through thorough preparation.

A ‘stalker’ who appears because he knows what I like and where I prefer to go.

‘What…What should I do…?’

My body is shaking.

Once I started to become aware of it, a quiet fear came over me.

“───Click.”

But it doesn’t show.

It is dangerous if your weakness is discovered.

Especially to men in this country, showing myself, ‘I’m scared of you’ was like telling them to eat me.

So don’t back down.

Instead, he focused his eyes and approached from my side.

“Um…Guronika…Ah! Beonyeokgirul su myeon──”

“Hey, you son of a bitch.”

“─!…Ne….?”

A look of surprise.

Yes.

You probably didn’t know that I would be like this.

So, to that extent, it is more effective to do it this way.

“If you keep following me like that, I’ll bust your balls with a vodka bottle before the police come.”

“…………”

Blank eyes.

The man stared at me blankly, then his eyes widened.

Yes.

Do you understand now?

Honestly, all kinds of thoughts are swirling around in my head, such as spraying sleeping gas like this, suddenly going dark before my eyes, or even the improbable case of two people being in a team.

“Vodka!”

“…Vodka?”

The man took out vodka from his pocket.

Vodka sold in supermarkets. A bit harsh and expensive.

“Good for you!”

“….???”

What is this?

The man gave the vodka and went back.

“…What is it really?”

Looking at it, the packaging hasn’t even been opened.

At this point, I don’t know what’s going on.

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“…………Ugh!”

It hurts.

My whole body feels tingly.

My head was pounding and I was insanely thirsty.

“Ugh….!”

I opened the refrigerator door as if crawling on the floor.

I took out the water bottle, put it to my mouth, and drank it.

“Keuuu at us at l at

Ah…Pa.

My whole body tingled as if I had been hit hard with a hammer.

“….Seuuu!”

Among them, the area between the crotch is the most painful.

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It feels like being stabbed with a hot iron.

And

“…Ugh…uuuk!”

Disgusting.

I went straight to the bathroom and vomited.

“Gooooo!!”

I vomited it up. I vomited out everything that was inside.

Something that comes out like the water you just drank.

White, transparent and sticky liquid. Remnants of alcohol and snacks from before.

“Kuuu.”

How many more times did I recite it?

Jiyeon Kim leaned her body against the bathroom wall and quietly looked at her ceiling.

‘Yesterday…So…’

I drank alcohol.

Something rose in my body.

After that….

“…Ugh…!”

Man.

Countless men.

Everyone around me came to me──!!

“Ah….Ahh…..!!”

Memories that pass by like a panorama.

No.

No.

I can’t be like this.

A memory that does not disappear even if you deny it and deny it.

Clearly visible, clearly engraved marks.

“Gyeong….”

Police.

You have to report it to the police…

Jiyeon Kim immediately picked up the phone and contacted the police.

“So…What happened?”

“So…So…”

I was endlessly raped by men.

This place. These traces are the evidence.

Jiyeon Kim explained to the police with tears in her eyes.

And

“So?”

“….?”

“What should I do?”

“……Yes?”

American police

America’s national defense power is

“You should have taken good care of yourself.”

“No…”

“He was the one who enjoyed it in the first place, but now he’s saying no? Isn’t this a pure flower snake?”

“What is that…!”

At least it didn’t exist for the b*tch who came from another country and drank drugs and hung around in the club.