The Genius Actor Acts in this Life too - Chapter 139
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The genius actor is also acting this time, Episode 139
Seongho Han just stares ahead without saying a word.
However, Jang Ban-seok, who was next to him, could see Han Seong-ho’s clenched fist trembling under the table.
‘ha… … Isn’t this going to be like this for a long time? … .’
A deep sigh came out of me.
‘No, I… again…’ … ‘You said it so clearly that I thought it had been discussed to some extent.’
Otherwise, a situation is being created where there is no choice but to absorb Han Joo-hee’s company into Han Seong-ho.
So, it is a situation where World Entertainment has no choice but to naturally absorb JH Entertainment and also absorb Seo Yi-an.
‘But what is this…? … No matter how you look at it, this is just catching a pod.’
Jang Ban-seok sighed again.
… … These days, I keep thinking that Han Seong-ho is showing a side of himself that he has never shown before.
And the fact that they are sides that have never been shown… … I also felt that it was not pleasant.
by the way.
‘… … I wonder if Seo Yi-an’s side was unexpected.’
Looking at the current situation, there seemed to be almost no chance of Seo Yi-an coming to World Entertainment.
‘If I hadn’t had any expectations from the beginning, I wouldn’t have been so disappointed.’
Isn’t that the nature of human psychology?
If I thought from the beginning that it couldn’t be mine, I wouldn’t even think about having it.
The moment I think that it could be mine, even once, when it doesn’t become mine, or rather, when it doesn’t become mine, the sense of deprivation and emptiness becomes so deep.
Anxiety and impatience are the default.
‘Actor Seo Yi-an’ was like that to Jang Ban-seok right now.
I waited for today with the dream that it could be mine… … The situation is completely over the water.
The negative emotions that arose due to the deprivation and futility that came from there were directed solely towards Han Seong-ho.
For the first time in 10 years since he became Han Seong-ho’s manager, Jang Ban-seok felt resentful of Han Seong-ho.
‘shit… … .’
And one more thing.
Perhaps this is the part that is most difficult for Jang Ban-seok right now.
‘You really trust each other.’
That is the deep bond and trust that Han Joo-hee and Seo Yi-an showed toward each other.
Jang Ban-seok is also a manager with 15 years of experience in the industry. He has risen to the position of head of the management team of a large agency, but he is not satisfied with this.
Just as many agency heads started out as managers, he also dreams of starting his own company someday.
So, naturally, I would have drawn the agency I created with my own hands several times.
The company that Jang Ban-seok always envisioned as ideal.
So, it is the ideal relationship between the CEO of an actor’s agency and the actor under the agency.
Yes, it is a utopia after all.
Why is a utopia a utopia?
I’ve never experienced this before, and it’s also very difficult to watch… … It is a utopia because it cannot be easily achieved.
Nevertheless, it is a utopia that we expect to pursue for a long time because we cannot let go or give up on it.
In reality, the closest relationship to Jang Ban-seok’s ideal was A&A Entertainment’s director Ryu I-gon and Cha Ji-hak.
However, although the two also had a deep bond, they fell a little short of the ideal that Jang Ban-seok had drawn.
But now.
The ideal that Jang Ban-seok has dreamed of and envisioned for a long time is right in front of his eyes.
That too, along with the situation where I was filled with hope that it could possibly be mine, but then it was suddenly extinguished.
‘Tch… … ‘This is just bittersweet in every way.’
by the way.
‘What do you plan to do, teacher?’
Jang Ban-seok thought as he looked at Han Seong-ho’s fist, which had calmed down compared to a moment ago.
‘Shouldn’t you apologize?’
Called.
That’s right too.
‘If Seo Yi-an rejects the current drama ‘Crown Sado’… … Director Woo Chang-jun is also flying!’
Jang Ban-seok was one of the few people who knew that director Woo Chang-jun accepted the directorship on the condition of ‘casting Seo Yi-an’.
In the current drama , director Woo Chang-jun and actor Seo Yi-an are absolutely indispensable.
This was not Jang Ban-seok’s personal opinion, but something the teacher said directly.
It’s not just teachers.
Director Woo Chang-jun and those involved in the drama , who have portrayed Crown Prince Sado Seo Yi-an at least once, are in a situation where they can no longer draw another picture.
So the teacher had to catch Seo Yi-an no matter what happened today.
But now, what if the teacher refuses to apologize?
Then Seo Yi-an and Woo Chang-jun will both fly away at once.
These are the very beings that are now indispensable in the drama .
And when that happens… … At that time, really.
‘… … It’s a catastrophe.’
* * *
What kind of emotion a person is currently in can be guessed by things such as the tone of voice, level of tremor, change in speech speed and facial expression, and at the very least, the direction in which the body is tilted.
If you are an ordinary person who is not an actor who is good at training, practicing, and creating things for a long time, you have no choice but to inadvertently reveal your feelings in at least one area, if not all of the things mentioned above.
Just like Han Joo-hee right now.
-You don’t need to apologize to me.
It was a dry voice, but there was an unmistakable sense of determination underneath.
In a way, there was a glimpse of determination, a promise to oneself.
As if your apology doesn’t matter to me now.
-Being recognized by my father in the first place… … That wouldn’t work. and.
The expression that started out as sad resignation disappeared as soon as he got past the middle of the sentence.
And at the end, he even looked directly at Han Seong-ho.
From the moment she arrived at the Korean restaurant and opened the room door, Han Ju-hee had a hard time making eye contact with Han Seong-ho.
Han Joo-hee looked straight at Han Seong-ho and said, ‘That’s not going to happen.’
For a moment, the corners of my mouth went up without me realizing it.
however.
-I just need to be recognized by my actor. So you don’t need to apologize to me. However, I need to apologize to my actor for using this opportunity personally and for making rude remarks today. If you really want to do the drama .
I cannot completely agree with Han Joo-hee’s true feelings, which are clearly more sincere than ever.
This is because in my heart, only I and ‘Seo Yi-an’ existed.
Han Joo-hee herself, who is more important than anyone else, is completely absent.
So I can never agree.
Who doesn’t apologize to Han Joo-hee?
Even if Han Ju-hee himself waved his hand saying that it was not necessary, he planned to force Han Seong-ho to apologize.
Even if it is just a superficial apology and not sincere.
A sincere apology comes when the drama ends… … .
‘ah.’
It was then.
As I continued to think, I realized something at that moment.
When I first said that I wanted to do the drama , team Seo Yi-an’s reaction was that they couldn’t understand.
Han Joo-hee’s opposition was so strong that it was buried, and Seo Yi-an from the other team also kept tilting his head.
This is because in the eyes of Team Seo Yi-an, the things I could lose through the drama were more noticeable than the benefits I could gain.
I pushed ahead with my thoughts, allaying their concerns and anxieties by saying the charm of the role of ‘Crown Crown Prince Sado’ and that I wanted to do it.
And to be honest.
First of all, I couldn’t fully understand the real reason why I wanted the drama so strongly.
I just had a strong feeling or instinct that I had to do this no matter what.
When I look back on the Ian Palin era, when I had this feeling and instinct, I had the experience to completely follow my sense and instinct, so I trusted my intuition.
At the same time, I also tried hard to find the reason why I wanted to do the drama and to look beyond my senses and instincts.
But now.
The door to truth has been opened.
Why did I want to do the drama so much?
At this moment, I realized that I had an instinct to do this no matter what, despite Han Joo-hee’s fierce opposition.
The moment I first saw Han Seong-ho, his gaze was looking down on everything except himself.
And the past times of Han Joo-hee, whose gaze must have stayed longer than anyone else’s.
All of this reminded me of the time of a young Ian Palin.
-How dare a scum like you!
-Why was something like this born?
-I’m telling you to throw away people like you, do you understand?
I quickly shook my head as memories of the past poured in.
okay. Young Ian Palin was abused.
From the moment he was born, he suffered from violence.
This was clearly true.
But that said, there was no need for me to think about that time now.
Without realizing it, I held on to my trembling fingertips and looked at Han Seong-ho in front of me.
Seongho Han is just looking ahead without saying anything.
Occasionally, an expression of shock or astonishment would pass by, but that was only for a split second, and he generally maintained a poker face.
I stared at Han Seong-ho.
If you made a mistake, you should apologize, reflect, and repent.
There must be not only a mental but also a physical apology and reflection.
I am… … It may no longer be possible for young Ian Palin, but for Joohee Han… … This is something we can do for Han Joo-hee, who has already become an adult but is still suffering.
Perhaps this is the real reason why I had an instinct to do the drama .
“Wouldn’t writer Jeong Hye-joo and director Woo Chang-jun be coming soon?”
I looked at Han Seong-ho, emphasizing the three letters of the name ‘Woo Chang-jun’.
-Director Woo Chang-jun?
-Yes, it was known externally that it was actor Han Seong-ho who recommended you, but it was actually director Woo Chang-jun. It wasn’t just a recommendation, it seemed like Ian had placed a condition on his acceptance of the position as a director: acting as an apostle.
-is it so?
-Well, it seems like there was some kind of conversation between the two that made them keep this a secret.
-Director, are you guessing what that story is about and what the reason is?
-… … Ian, I think you are like that too?
-Probably because we are one of the few people who know the other side of actor Han Seong-ho.
-… … yes.
-Anyway, having someone who fully supports me, and even that person being a director, is quite an advantage for me.
-Very significantly. My prediction is that you and director Woo Chang-jun will be in charge of the direction of the current drama .
-Then it is even more welcome.
As expected, Han Seong-ho’s expression instantly hardens at the three letters of the name ‘Woo Chang-jun’.
Actually, I had just seen two shadows moving beyond the window paper door.
You probably didn’t see Han Seong-ho sitting at the head of the room.
The difference in height, body size, and gender revealed through the hairstyle made it clear that the two shadows were writer Jeong Hye-joo and director Woo Chang-jun.
In particular, I saw the outline of glasses frames in the shadow of a woman turning her head from side to side. The sleek horn rim was artist Jeong Hye-ju’s trademark.
It was then.
Han Seong-ho’s manager Jang Ban-seok, who was watching me with a restless face, followed my gaze and looked at the door.
Jang Ban-seok’s eyes grow as big as they are.
Maybe he saw it too. Beyond that door are writer Jeong Hye-joo and director Woo Chang-jun.
With a frightened face, Jang Ban-seok carefully whispers something to Han Seong-ho.
It was enough to guess what he was talking about just by looking at Han Seong-ho’s twisted expression.
By now, Han Seong-ho must have figured out what the current situation was.
“… … .”
“… … .”
“… … .”
“… … .”
“… … Okay, I don’t think it was a topic to be brought up like this right now.”
“… … .”
“I apologize for that. … … As a senior, as an adult, and as a father.”
“… … .”
“I am someone who must set an example.”
The tongue is long, long.
It’s like they’re wrapping it around the fact that it was a mistake and it’ll end with just four letters, and adding self-justification to it.
but.
For the first time, these words came from the mouth of a person who only knew himself and was the center of the world, admitting his own mistakes. (Even if it was to avoid the situation…)
It is certain that it will be the first with a very high probability.
As expected, it was a momentary moment, but it was enough to guess just by looking at Han Joo-hee’s expression that she felt great agitation.
Look at this.
There’s no way an apology isn’t needed.
Just wait a moment. I didn’t get it, but the CEO will make sure I get a proper apology.
I plan to push ahead without mercy.
Oh, of course, it’s all about Crown Prince Sado’s acting.
It was then.
Knock knock-
The door opened with a knock.
Of course, it was writer Jeong Hye-joo and director Woo Chang-jun.
“I wonder if we came on time.”
Director Woo Chang-jun’s eyes turned to me first.
With a small nod, director Woo Chang-jun, with a faint smile, suddenly creates a camera frame with both hands, and puts me and Han Seong-ho in it.
Han Seong-ho, in Woo Chang-jun’s finger frame, is in a state where he cannot erase his faint but clear expression.
Director Woo Chang-jun said while looking at me and Han Seong-ho in the frame.
“It’s the best.”
With the most satisfied smile a director can show.