The Hero’s Brother Is Bound To Be Depressed - Chapter 358
359 – Hwayangyeonhwa
It was Luna’s sudden confession that broke the long silence created by the awkward atmosphere.
“… i like you.”
“… uh?”
“I miss you every day and I want to be with you. Because it’s nice to just be by your side and do nothing. Even when I see other people, I think of Ross, and when I eat delicious food, I promise to eat with Ross next time. “When I think of Ross, I want to become a better person and work hard.”
Luna slowly and powerfully confessed her feelings. Due to her embarrassment, her gaze was elsewhere, and the tension in the hand she was holding was clearly felt, but Luna did not stop.
“I love Ross with all my heart, just as he felt for me. So I wanted to tell you my truth. “Because it’s cowardly for only one side to know the other person’s true feelings.”
Saying that, Luna slowly turned her head to me. Her face, unable to hide her embarrassment, even her ears turning bright red, must have resembled mine. We looked straight at each other.
My gaze is tangled. We could feel warmth, as if our emotions were connected to something invisible. My pounding heart calmed down as if it didn’t exist. My heart realized that this was someone I could entrust everything to without any worries.
“Ross is the sun.”
Luna spoke shyly, but with a sincere voice that I clearly remember.
“Because only the sun can make the moon, which is nothing, shine.”
I was happy to hear that. It’s a simple evaluation, but I can’t think of any other expression. Because the happiest moment in my life is now. When a flash of light passes by, it will definitely be the first memory that comes to mind.
But my worries about Luna took priority over my joy. She said looking at Luna with a worried look on her face.
“You can tell by looking at your memories… I plan to work as Lily. I think it’s a necessary evil to save the world. So there will come a time when we have to do things that are not just. “If it turns out that I am a lily, you might also have problems dating me.”
I am not afraid of falling alone into a bottomless abyss. But I was afraid that Luna would jump into the abyss with me.
I want Luna to be happy. I hope you always smile and cry less often. I hope you spend your day peacefully without any problems. That’s why I sometimes hesitate, wondering if my presence around her will ruin Luna’s happiness.
Luna gave strength to the hands she was holding.
“I don’t want you to be unable to do what you need to do because of me. If that happens, I won’t blame Ross. Because I worked hard to save everyone. Even if everyone in the world becomes his enemy, I will definitely stand on Ross’s side.”
I could feel Luna’s sincerity from the hands she was holding, her eyes meeting, and her voice. But I couldn’t accept the truth. I don’t know if it’s the tree frog’s evil sign or the problem of innate temperament that Raelan mentioned, but my long-standing concerns have not yet been resolved.
“When all the talk is over… I don’t know what will happen. “It can suddenly disappear, or it can stay here and live.”
Since I found out that my soul is a copy of Jin Xian, there is a high possibility that it is the latter. But that’s a story for later. When I decided to date Luna, I confessed my feelings even though I knew that she might disappear once the whole story was over.
“I don’t know what will happen in the future… “I loved you selfishly.”
If I disappear, Luna will always wait for me to return. Even though she knew it, it was clearly my fault that she couldn’t push her feelings away.
If it’s just a simple emotion, you can easily give up. But it was the first love and warmth I felt in my life. It is the type of problem that neither the head nor the heart can understand or solve. So I made a selfish choice even though I knew it was wrong.
Luna just smiled slightly at my confession.
“No, I’m not selfish. That’s what love is. No one knows the future, but… “This is what I want to do with this person today.”
Once again, I feel how inadequate I am to Luna. How much do I learn from her? Have endless new experiences and learn about love.
Yes, Luna always makes me a better person.
“Ross’ feelings have never been a lie to me for even a moment. And I can confidently say that meeting Ross was the happiest I had ever been in my life.”
With a friendly smile, Luna continued speaking in an extremely calm voice.
“I told you. Ross is the sun. Even if I close my eyes and am far away, I can see it and feel its warmth. If Ross disappears somewhere, I will find him. Because I can feel Ross’ presence wherever I am… .”
After saying that, Luna lifted her left hand with difficulty. Luna’s hand touched her flushed cheek.
“I’ve already met you and it’s a happy ending.”
Luna’s bright, unaffected smile sparkles in my vision. Even though she tried to hold back because she didn’t want to show her weak side, strangely, she couldn’t control her emotions in front of Luna as she wanted. Her tears ran down her cheeks and touched Luna’s hand.
I had no choice but to respond sincerely to Luna’s sincerity.
“What’s important to me is your happiness, not mine.”
“Yeah, me too. So don’t worry. When all stories are over, there will definitely be a happy ending. Because Ross is the writer who creates the ending of the story. He could definitely end the story by saying that he lived happily with me for a long time.”
Those words gave me more strength than any other words. I feel a stronger will than when I had an indomitable will.
For happiness, for us.
I will fight for a happy ending. I will protect the world she lives in. I will never give up in any hardship and will achieve happiness until the end.
I held Luna’s hand caressing my cheek and kissed the back of her hand. And she said.
“love you.”
Luna’s large eyes embraced me.
Yes, I could make an expression like this too.
Luna smiled softly.
“It’s a happy ending, after all.”
***
The transmission of memories has completely eliminated our sense of distance. It was a great help to endure the shame and have sincere conversations. After Luna realized that I truly loved her, she freely hugged me with a relaxed face.
When I was preparing a meal, she came closer to me and touched my butt as if it was natural, pressed my back with her chest, looked up at me with eyes full of love, and repeatedly kissed my cheek.
All of her actions were so cute and lovely that a happy smile did not leave my face just by observing Luna.
Once again, he naturally touched someone else’s butt as if it were his own and pressed his back with his chest, so he stopped peeling potatoes and asked with a sigh.
“… “Are you doing this on purpose?”
“Yes, because Ross likes it.”
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“… .”
There were also disadvantages that I hadn’t thought of. She no longer wanted to hide anything from Luna, and because she passed on all of her memories, Luna knew what she did and that she was smiling slyly on the inside.
Luna lifted her tiptoes from behind and placed her mouth close to her ear, whispering softly as if she was breathing.
“… “I’ll put on a naked apron next time it’s just the two of us.”
I strengthened my lips, which were twitching arbitrarily, and cleaned the potatoes again without saying a word. It doesn’t necessarily have to have shortcomings. The world must also be viewed broadly.
I felt Luna rubbing her cheek as she wrapped her arms around my waist and leaned her face against my back, trying to keep me from falling. Although she felt a little itchy, she endured it and finished cleaning her ingredients.
While making curry, I talked to Luna about various things. It was mainly a story about Jin Xian. The memories I gave Luna through the Memorise magic were from when I was possessed by Ross, so Luna asked various questions as if she was curious about my previous life.
Among them, what Luna liked most was movies. There are similar things in this world, but nothing as professional as a movie theater. It seems strange to see his eyes light up as my explanation continues.
“You’re all gathering together to watch something like a musical through relay magic… “I think it would be fun just to hear the explanation.”
Seeing Luna’s expectant expression as she imagined my explanation, I checked to see if I could include the memory of going to the movie theater with the Memorise spell.
possible. All the memories of watching the movie remained in my brain, even details that I couldn’t even remember.
I stopped stirring the curry and handed Luna the snow globe containing my memories of the movie without any explanation.
Luna carefully placed her hand on the snow globe and opened her eyes a moment later.
“How was it fun? “It was one of the few movies I saw in the theater.”
I looked at Luna with anticipation, but contrary to my expectations, Luna looked up at me with a face that looked like she was about to cry. No, my eyes were already full of tears.
“Well, the world Ross was in was full of warlocks?”
“… what?”
“From the movie, I could see that it was a world full of undead monsters controlled by a warlock… There were ruins everywhere, and everyone was fighting hard to survive… Ross lived in that world… ?”
I realized later that I hadn’t explained that the movie was a creative work, but Luna had already started crying.