The True Feelings of a Tsundere Are Showing - Chapter 30



30. Overlapping Coincidence (完)

Of course, Seo-ah Han refused her brazen offer.

I’m not really a beast marinated in desire.

You can’t fall for such a ruse with very, very impure intentions.

Even though we have now gone beyond childhood friends, maintaining the opposite s*x was very important.

“······Why did you come back? Son? Didn’t you go out and play today?”

“First of all, I have to wash myself.”

For that reason, I am now back home.

“It doesn’t matter anyway, since it takes a long time to wash Hanseo.”

“Son? It’s only natural that women take longer to wash than men.”

“······I don’t know that, mother.”

Since you know that, aren’t you talking about preparing in advance and going again?

As I was looking at it with a sullen expression, I heard a huge sigh from the world.

“Oh, when will my son really grow up?”

“······What.”

“Aren’t you dating Seo-ah now?”

“······That’s right.”

“Then let’s take a bath together…”

“Mom!”

I expected it, but I screamed at the sentence that came exactly as I expected.

Why is everyone like this today?

Why do you keep trying to throw me into the pit of desire?

“This guy. We used to wash together when you were young.”

“······That was when we were little. Mother.”

“Anyway, this mother is disappointed in her son.”

“····.”

What’s so disappointing about it?

In the future, even if I just walk, I’ll be disappointed.

“Ehh, yes. If it’s my son, then that’s it.”

“Then it’s not like that, that’s right…”

“Hurry up and get ready. Even if you can’t wash together because you’re shy, you can dry your girlfriend’s hair, right?”

“······Yes.”

Well, shame is not the problem.

A sentence like this was about to come out of my mouth.

“So, is there anything else Mom can prepare?”

“······No.”

I thought nothing good would happen if we continued the conversation here.

I quietly went into the bathroom with a dissatisfied expression on my face.

***

As I said before, I tend to wash very quickly.

It’s not like I have long hair in the first place.

It’s not the style I usually like to decorate.

Of course, today I put more effort into preparing than usual, but it didn’t take long enough to be second to Seo-ah Han.

Wheein-

“I was wondering where you went. Did you wash up too?”

“I have to prepare too.”

When she finished her preparations and returned to Han Seo-ah’s house, Han Seo-ah was wearing light clothes and drying her hair hard.

“Give it to me.”

“What is it? Dry it?”

“······Well, to commemorate the first day.”

“Ooh.”

I lightly snatched the hair dryer from Han Seo-ah.

Wheein-

As her hair dryer started to run again, Seo Ah Han let out a grumbling voice.

“If that’s the case, I’d use a better shampoo.”

“······Is there anything good or bad about shampoo?”

“That’s what I mean. Every shampoo smells different.”

Is that so?

I don’t know because I always use the same scent.

“But just because I said this, you shouldn’t take it openly?”

“······What the hell do you normally see me as? Do I look like someone you’d like to put my face in your hair and sniff?”

“I didn’t go into too much detail. Have you ever imagined? A pervert.”

“····.”

I must have made a fair argument.

Why did I become a pervert imagining sniffing my girlfriend’s hair after the conversation?

Feeling bad for nothing about that fact, I lowered her head and put it on Hanseo’s head.

“Ah! What are you doing!”

“If you don’t want to be head-butted again, please stay calm. Miss Han Seo-ah.”

“······ Profit. So who just hit her head right in. Are you a moth?”

“To say that the person drying your hair is a moth. That’s a bit harsh.”

“What about drying your hair? Do you hate drying your girlfriend’s hair?”

“If I didn’t like that, I wouldn’t have asked for a hair dryer.”

“Then I can accept this level of complaint. You are my boyfriend.”

“······Really, if anyone sees it, they’ll think they’re a couple who’ve been dating for over three years.”

What is it really, this closeness.

I think we started dating early this morning.

Is this why the main character doesn’t always connect with his childhood friend in clichés?

Nothing changes even if we date.

He’s just like a family member you see every day.

Hearing my words, Seoah Han puffed out her cheeks.

“What. Today is the 1st, are you dissatisfied?”

“······No.”

“If you don’t have one, dry your hair while stroking it. That feels better.”

“Yes. I understand.”

She said it in the most irritating tone because she felt like she would lose if she did something.

“hehehe.”

“····.”

Looking at Han Seo-ah’s expression below, it doesn’t seem to have worked at all.

He used to like being petted.

Even when she was in kindergarten, she tried everything in the world to be petted by her teacher.

Then, I suddenly had a question.

“Hanseo-ah.”

“Huh? Why?”

“Since when did you like me?”

“······Suddenly?”

“Oh, I was suddenly curious.”

Since when did Seoah Han start to like me?

Looking at the story I heard last night and my thoughts so far, it doesn’t seem like a short period at all.

As I stared at it, Hanseo-Ah put on a puzzled expression and said.

“Not so good! It’s probably not even been a year yet?”

“······Hmm. Really?”

“Of course! Right now I like you more than anyone else, but hasn’t it been like that since the old days?”

If I were the me of the past, I would have doubted Seo-ah Han’s words here.

Seo-ah Han’s body feels trembling little by little.

And her brown eyes, which she had been keeping close to each other until now, are now avoiding my eyes as much as possible.

He probably noticed it before dating Hanseo Ah, or even before the unrealistic thing happened that he could see her inner thoughts.

[······It’s a lie.]

[I can’t remember when, but I’ve been liking Siwoo for a long time.]

To the extent that what Seoah Han is spouting out of her mouth is a lie.

It was a simple feeling.

A sense of childhood friends who have been together for a long time.

······ And, she has the feeling of liking her from before, and the feeling of a person watching from the side.

“Really?”

“Yeah! It’s not that I’m shy, I just started liking you…”

“It’s a pity, I’ve liked you for quite some time.”

“······ Eh?”

I thought she was talking easily.

It seems that the ‘self’ I was thinking of was quite a shock to Han Seo-ah.

“······Really?”

Seeing you looking up at me with that stupid expression.

“I asked why you didn’t accept my junior’s confession last time?”

“·······Yes.”

“Why didn’t you accept it? I’m not really indifferent to the opposite s*x.”

“····.”

“Hanseo-ah, it’s because of you. Because you already have someone you like.”

Seoah Han was listening to my story with her mouth open now.

“I don’t know when. It just happened at some point.”

“····.”

“I don’t know if it’s because you raised my eyes, but I couldn’t see other people.”

“······But why didn’t you confess to me?”

“Confession? You did it this morning.”

“No, not that! Why didn’t you confess earlier!”

I actually knew.

To the extent that the word ‘confession’ that Seoah Han is talking about is not the confession that took place this morning.

I was just slightly embarrassed.

“Well, because I like you so much?”

“······· Huh?”

“It was because I didn’t want the relationship to end when I was rejected.”

To Seo-ah Han, who was always bickering.

To Seo-Ah Han, who always expressed only lies, not sincerity.

She only did it because she was ashamed to express her sincerity directly for the first time since this morning.

“······Me too.”

“Huh?”

“Actually, I’ve been liking you for a long time, but I couldn’t confess it because I was afraid that this relationship would suddenly disappear.”

As if Hanseo-ah hadn’t been able to tell me her true feelings until now.

“······Really?”

“Yeah. But if you were of the same mind as me… You should have just plucked up the courage.”

“Well, that’s not my fault. After all, I didn’t have the courage to confess to you either.”

“····.”

“And, what does that matter now? In the end, things turned out this way.”

“······Is that so? hehehe.”

[Honestly, Siu is right. What does that matter?]

Perhaps the sincerity of Han Seo-ah that she couldn’t convey to me in her entire life.

As if it was reported as a bizarre incident, ‘I started to see my inner feelings.’

Even if it seems like a trivial reason to someone, if you look directly into it, there are many hidden reasons.

It was just that.

Perhaps, it was just an incident created by coincidence.

But, despite the fact that the world loses steam when you realize this.

In the end, after all, life is created by coincidence upon coincidence.

“······Siwoo Lee.”

“Why are you calling me?”

Just this moment.

I was just accepting this trivial moment of happiness.

“······· I like it.”

“Me too.”

“I really really like Siwoo.”

[I really, really like Siwoo.]

Those who have taught me a lot so far.

The one who gave the right answer to the sudden change in Han Seo-ah’s behavior.

The moment when Han Seo-ah’s inner thoughts finally coincided with Han Seo-ah’s words and overlapped.

At the same time, Han Seo-ah and my lips overlapped.

Since then, my childhood friend, Han Seo-ah.

No, my girlfriend Han Seo-ah’s inner thoughts were no longer visible to me.

But it didn’t matter.

“····.”

“I like you a lot too, Seo-ah.”

Because there won’t be a time when I can’t convey my sincerity to the other person anymore.

I won’t regret not being able to tell the other person what I want to say anymore.

So, maybe it doesn’t matter.

At least I thought so.

***

Tsundere’s true heart is revealed (Complete)