While Taking Revenge, I Will Eat Idol Top - Chapter 324



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Episode 324

After my memory returned, I was able to recall myself better than before when I wrote that article.

After experiencing Seo Yoo-seong’s death, I simply lived a purposeless life.

In some ways, even saying ‘I survived’ might have been undeserved. He had no appetite, so he couldn’t eat himself, and he couldn’t sleep without doing anything. There would be no problem even if we just took a breath, violating all the basic human rules.

It was as if Choi Choi Hyun had somehow grabbed hold of a body that had already lost its will to live and was collapsing, forcing it to survive. I think I felt countless emotions when I left a letter to the members.

… As I was thinking about the members’ faces one by one, did I even inadvertently feel like I wanted to live? Even though I couldn’t protect Seo Yoo-seong, I felt happy imagining living with the members.

[Could we have been a little happier if we had met somewhere other than Kang Hyuk-woo’s company? If I hadn’t chosen you as a member of Prism and tied you there, you might have been able to pursue your dreams more freely.]

[I think because I was immature, I made myself go through something I shouldn’t have to go through. I’ll take better care of you.]

[He came to my doorstep. I called him several times, but he didn’t answer, and I’m sorry I couldn’t meet him. Leaving you behind like this… Also, I couldn’t protect Seo Yoo-seong.]

[I hope my death will not be a burden to you. So, if it’s too much for you, you can always forget about me.]

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[miss you.]

But at the same time, there is no way that my head, which has been under deep depression for a long time, will suddenly return to normal. In the end, when I read it now, it contained deep affection, longing, regret, and regret so clearly and embarrassingly.

The format was a mess, and he just poured out everything he had in his heart, so as I said before, it was closer to a letter than a will.

‘There isn’t a sane sentence written, and it’s not like I’m spreading rumors that I’m not in my right mind.’

If Kang Hyuk-woo had not accused Chaun of plagiarism and theft, I could have never shown this letter to the Prism members. Because they had too much regret and responsibility for my death.

‘It might have been fortunate that I didn’t see this letter until the members recovered a little.’

In fact, there was no clear conclusion in my will that ‘Chaun used my song under the threat of Kang Hyuk-woo.’ Before I died, I had no idea that Chaun, like me, was being threatened by Jo In-chan’s video.

[I wanted to make you free as soon as possible. In the end, I couldn’t save you from Kang Hyuk-woo’s clutches until the very end. Even at this moment, that still bothers me.]

But isn’t there something called a rough nuance of words?

In the letter, I strongly expressed my hostility toward Kang Hyuk-woo and revealed that Prism was under pressure from Kang Hyuk-woo. And as if he knew the full circumstances of what Chaun had done, he wrote one after another words to alleviate Chaun’s guilt and words of endless support for him.

[You don’t have to feel guilty. I’m fine.]

[I’m sure no one can guess how much burden is on your shoulders right now. But no matter how difficult the times continue, no matter how Kang Hyuk-woo tries to pressure and ridicule you, remember this much. I am always on your side. Even if everyone in the world turns their back on you, I will support you until the end.]

[I’m sorry for not being able to help you even though I know how happy you were writing the song. I hope that one day you will have the opportunity to be freely loved through your songs.]

Therefore, anyone who reads that article will have no choice but to think, ‘Ah, Chaun had no choice but to take away Seo Yoo-tae’s song because of Kang Hyuk-woo’s coercion, and Seo Yoo-tae did not blame Chaun because he knew him.’ There was no one to doubt me as I had already passed away.

‘There is some fabrication, but… I, the person involved, said it was okay, well.’

Chaun, who had read the entire article, asked how on earth I could not have even the slightest resentment, but after thinking about it for a while, I finally answered that I had no idea.

If I had to find a reason, I should say that it was because I loved them and trusted them enough to not waste anything even if I gave them everything. I thought there must be a reason for something, and I thought it didn’t matter even if there wasn’t a reason.

That was all.

[do not worry. You are already a great leader.]

[Please take care of the prism.]

The contents of the letter were quite lengthy, but that was all that was revealed to the public.

As I said before, the writing was frantic because it was not written under normal conditions, and it was also because it contained the members’ personal stories that had nothing to do with this controversy.

[I don’t know why I have so much regret about leaving behind only a letter… … . Now I’m not in a position to say this or that. Please understand a little bit. You guys cause so many accidents that I can’t help but worry.]

He is not a father who sends his children out on errands, and following Chaun, he singled out the other members one by one and left words of advice.

[Ichise, please moderate your tendency to suddenly approach random people and be friendly. I’ve said this for a long time, but it’s natural for staff members who are smaller than us to be scared. … I’m not worried because I’m really good at music. I’m sure he’ll make good songs in the future, but it’s a shame that I can’t listen to them.]

[┗ Please take good care of me so that I don’t overdo it. Because you always pretend to be okay.]

[Nami-Hwon, drink less. I regret it every time I get drunk and act like a fool, so why can’t I just quit? For your health and happiness, try to moderate your drinking. Even if you fail to sober up your drinking, don’t be swayed too much by your parents’ shadow. Always remember that you are Prism Nam Yi-hwon, not the son of Gong Ah-yeon and Namgoong Ji-won.]

[Jo In-chan, make sure to receive regular knee treatment. Be careful not to practice too much. You may not want to hear what I say anymore because you hate me, but I’m really saying this for you. Standing on stage is a dream you’ve had since you were young. Now that I think about it, I wonder if my grandmother is healthy. She visits often and says hello. I’m sure you’ll miss me a lot.]

[Jay continues to go to the hospital and receive counseling. Are you letting your guard down because things have gotten a lot better these days? Since you are the youngest, I am worried because the members tend to be too judgmental. Listen to your brothers, but don’t doubt yourself. Everything you have achieved now is the result of your efforts.]

I felt like I wanted to question my past self, wondering how on earth I wrote such embarrassing words. I felt burdened by being next to the members while they were reading their letters, so I tried to sneak away, but I was grabbed by Nam Yi-Hwon and ended up being crushed in the members’ arms.

-Why, why are you like this!

At first, I tried to escape by any means possible, but the arms that wouldn’t move and the very faint cries that soon came out made me sigh and just end up rubbing their heads.

I tried to appease it in my own way.

After spending time with the members, part of the will and Chaun’s statement were uploaded to Prism’s official SNS under my leadership.

[hello. This is Chaun.

First, we bow our heads in apology to our fans and the public who may have been disappointed and surprised by the recent unfortunate incident. I feel deep responsibility for not being able to reveal the truth to the public and causing such confusion.]

[For the sake of Yoo Tae, who was there for me until the very end, I would like to reveal the truth about the revelations made by Kang Hyuk-woo, the CEO of RH Entertainment, Prism’s former agency.]

Chaun’s use of my song in his statement was not of his own volition, but was done under Kang Hyuk-woo’s coercion, and that he never once thought of the songs he wrote as his own. In their case, they clearly stated that it is true that the song was composed entirely with their own efforts and that they will donate all of the copyright fees that have been kept untouched until now to a children’s hospital in accordance with ‘Seo Yoo-tae’s will’.

With that statement, the remaining Prism members showed solid support for Chaun, and the overheated public instantly became quiet as if cold water had been poured on them.

Rather than losing interest, it seemed closer to being shocked by Kang Hyuk-woo’s evil deeds.

Or perhaps it was a big reason why it became difficult to say anything hastily.

‘Who could criticize Chaun even after seeing the will?’

And YT Entertainment did not stop there, but uploaded a very short video afterwards.

[…] … .]

Because the angles were crude, the tremors of the hands were clearly visible, and the low image quality typical of cell phone cameras stood out, the video had the appearance of being shot by an ordinary person rather than a professional camera director. Even the filming location looked even more sloppy because it was a messy workroom rather than a studio.

After a loud clattering sound of a hand holding a cell phone passing near the microphone, Ichise’s face appeared on the shaking screen. The guy with a mischievous smile put his index finger to the corner of his mouth and made a ‘shh’ sound, then spoke to the camera with his voice muffled.

[I worked all night with Chaun and Yoo Tae.]

And Chaun and I were shown sitting on chairs in the studio having a conversation.

From the looks of it, it seemed like he was about to finish the work on .

Chaun, who was full of fatigue, was lying face down on the table, closing his eyes, and then quietly opened his mouth.

[I really like your song. So I want to cherish it.]

After hearing this, I placed my hand on Chaun’s head and responded like this.

[know.]

That’s really it, it was only a 30 second video.

However, strangely enough, the trivial video, along with the suicide note, caused an explosive reaction from the public. The voices criticizing Chaun gradually disappeared, and Kang Hyuk-woo came under strong criticism from the public.

‘Wouldn’t Sarah feel less unfair now?’

And that wasn’t the only thing I gained from this experience.

Didn’t I tell you?

When you suffer from attacks from an unspecified number of people, it is inevitable that you will only see words that disparage you, as if you are trapped in a fog. This wasn’t just true for Chaun, it was also true for me.

[I cried a lot when I saw the suicide note. Seo Yoo-tae was really the leader of Prism until the end.]

[I really don’t understand why Seo Yoo-tae loves Prism so much, but who is criticizing Prism using Seo Yoo-tae as an excuse?]

[I miss you so much, Yoo Tae. At the time, I thought that the easiest way to get over it quietly was to not react to the cyber wreckers, but I still regret it. I wish you could say at least one warm word. I’ll let you know that the words that hurt you aren’t everything.]

[You protected Prism until the end, but it hurts so much that we couldn’t protect you]

[I love you, Yutae.]

I am finally starting to hear the voices of people who love me.