While Taking Revenge, I Will Eat Idol Top - Chapter 329



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Episode 329

After the MT video was released, we made a comeback as scheduled.

And now, I was having a conversation with the members while immersed in the endless wait for the music broadcast.

“I love the way he sings the intro to this song so much that I listen to it all the time. “When did you practice vocals like that again?”

“Practice all the time.”

“Can you please stop being nice to me? What should I do if my brother sings well now? “When I’m around my brother, I get so anxious every day that I go crazy.”

“If you feel nervous, practice.”

“… Yes.”

At my firm reply, Doyuda lay down on the sofa with a blanket wrapped around her, her tail and ears drooping like a puppy. Sometimes ‘… I know it too! I know! I’m working hard!’, ‘That’s not what I wanted.’, ‘T-Humans are really the worst.’ Isn’t it really amazing that there is a blanket caterpillar that croaks?

‘No matter how much I’m not a vocal member, I have to do my best to the best of my ability.’

After the music was released, fans and the public responded much more enthusiastically to my vocals than I expected. In the meantime, in addition to dancing, producing, and appearance, I wanted to show a good performance in singing-related areas, so I put a lot of effort into vocal practice, and it seemed like the results were finally showing.

‘It may be that the part was designed to suit Han Seung-beom’s voice… … .’

I smiled a little when I saw that fans had already uploaded edited videos of their favorite parts of my songs to YouTube. Seeing fans like me like this made me feel like all my hard work was being rewarded, so it was great.

“… … .”

While I was scrolling through the app’s related videos to check other fans’ reactions, I saw something strange.

[Han Seung-beom imitating Seo Yu-tae]

‘… ‘Why are the views so high?’

It was a very similar title to a video previously made for Taeei. The thumbnail was a composite of a strangely taken photo of me at a very split-second moment and a photo of Kong Seonghwa positioned as if it were glaring at me.

I felt pressured that the similarity between me and Han Seung-beom should not be known to the public, so I quickly touched the video.

Then, a video comparing ‘Seo Yu-tae’ and ‘Han Seung-beom’ was played, slowing down each and every small action. Some were really habits I couldn’t hide, and some were really unreasonable. However, the video was edited so that everyone who watched it felt like ‘Han Seung-beom was imitating Seo Yu-tae.’

I opened the comments feeling my heart sinking.

[Seungbeom, look at what you have to say. Your physique and career are lacking… ]

[The sincerity is amazing. Now that I look at it, the sleeping posture is the same. Isn’t it a bit creepy that they follow even the smallest habits like that?]

[Han Seung-beom said that his classmate had no particular taste for food, but suddenly after becoming a trainee, he became a picky eater like Seo Yu-tae]

[I think it’s Nihwari, the blonde girl that Seo Yoo-tae took around. Could it be that he became close friends with Lee Hwa-young to emulate Seo Yoo-tae? ㄷㄷ Creepy… ]

[Han Seung-beom is introverted and quiet, so he said he didn’t have any close celebrities other than his team members, but when I saw him clinging to the popular Prism, I thought he was a very duplicitous person, haha. This is finally coming to light.]

[Han Seung-beom Didn’t you say in the past that you don’t have a particular role model? Ugh, shit, there is no role model in the subject that I follow while watching Seo Yoo-tae’s video at 0.25x speed.

[Gong Seong-hwa already knew that lol. The look in Han Seung-beom’s eyes is cruel. Of course, he is a big fan of Seo Yu-tae, so of course he can’t help but feel bad.]

[It was okay when the child first came out, but it gets weirder. After all, greed ruins people.]

[You have a good-looking face and good skills, but why on earth are you imitating others? You could have been loved enough just by yourself, but this is a joke that doesn’t even give you sympathy]

[┗ I’ve seen a lot of kids like that around me, and it’s something that won’t be fixed in my lifetime. It’s because they have a problem with their self-esteem ㅇㅇ]

[┗ ┗ But honestly, I think it was worth it ㅠ Thinking about how Han Jae-un exploded last time, I think I grew up without receiving love… It hurts a little]

The comment section was already a complete mess. Perhaps the channel administrator was intentionally managing comments, but only posts criticizing me remained there with high recommendations.

[Don’t touch Yutae, no one can be like Yutae]

[Why do I keep having to go through this? I know full well the influence Yoo Tae had on the entertainment industry, and I don’t know that as much as he is successful, there are bound to be clones. But Yoo Tae is dead. Please, shouldn’t we show at least the least amount of respect to someone who has already passed away?]

There were a few people in the video, and the muses who saw it left the YouTube app, where comments are deleted, and began to vent their anger on social media.

[No, write a novel. I don’t really want to emulate you. LOL. He’s a legend. He’s a legend, so you think he’s really going to do something because he’s being praised~ Don’t worry, my kid has no intention of following the bastard who abandoned the group and got away with it. Han Seung-beom is responsible. How strong is this? Go brush your teeth and go to sleep]

[Anyway, you need to know that this fandom’s ego is bloated. That neungjiro insists that all future leader composition members will follow Seo Yoo-tae. It’s bizarre, it’s bizarre.]

[There may be similarities in people’s personalities, but they are criticizing each and every one of them as if they are something great. MBTI is banned from today. Reason: Seras told me not to do it]

[What kind of cyber Wrecka video would attract this much attention? You can just do it. They’re making this this big. Is it because they’re a fandom?]

[┗ You first sympathized with Rekka and spread the image of copycats, but now you’ve stopped because you’ve been punished.]

[┗ ┗ When did ㅅㄹ do it first? ㅁㅈ saw Yoo Tae first and crossed the line into being a murderer and all]

[┗ ┗ ┗ That’s not Muse. It’s obvious that intelligent antis are doing this on purpose to criticize Han Seung-beom… Aren’t you just criticizing Han Seung-beom because you think this is the right time?]

[┗ ┗ ┗ ┗ (Capture) That’s right, Muse, there was only talk about Guantheion on the account]

[It’s a custom for a producer member to take on the role of leader even before Seo Yoo-tae’s debut, but it’s as if that’s something absurd >1. Seo Yoo-tae and Han Seung-beom are both leader and composing members. < Are you writing something like this and putting a copycat frame on it? It only looks like they are trying to kill Han Seung-beom in a fun, cool, and sexy way.]

[┗ There is already evidence of Han Seung-beom imitating Seo Yoo-tae's speaking style and mannerisms. Anyone who has been following Seo Yoo-tae for a long time will realize that this is definitely not a coincidence haha. There is even a testimony from a classmate that he never did that in the first place. And how can he explain the fact that he flirted with Prism? Is it right?]

[┗ Ah~ Are you just watching the video of cyber wreckers and then you are holding your tongue like this? That guy's fucking eyes. Of course, he appeared on a contest program, so he wouldn't be fooling around while watching the competitors. If you watch the live broadcast, he did the same thing to other groups other than Pantheon. Haha; And if Han Seung-beom's imitation of Seo Yoo-tae is true, then Prism should also be defeated. Wouldn't he chase after a guy who imitates his older brother and ask him to work with him? Wouldn't he recommend casting a legendary singer? If that's not deception, then what is it? Otherwise, it looks like Seo Yoo-tae will die and they will fall into ruin. Were you trying to use something similar?]

[┗ ┗ Is it sane? By acting similarly to Seo Yoo-tae, I tried to build some connections with the Prism kids who were already having a hard time losing Yoo-tae. If I hadn't done that, would the Prism kids only have dealt with a young rookie?]

Seeing the people who had supported me arguing so violently that I couldn't control it made me feel dizzy. Both sides were fiercely attacking what they loved in order to oppress the other.

This was something that could be seen quite often in fandom fights.

'Please stop… … .'

However, if there was a problem with the process, it was that the target of their attacks was all me.

Beep profit.

“… Ugh.”

For a moment, the ringing in my ears made my ears ring. While I was covering one ear and closing my eyes, I felt someone grab my arm and help me stand up.

“I’m going live to Pantheon!”

“Brother, we have to go up!”

Suddenly, as I was led up to the stage by the hand, the lights on the ceiling began to move dizzyingly. And the moment I lifted my head from the floor, I had the hallucination that the eyes of the audience members who had been facing the floor were moving like machines and looking towards me.

– [Murderer Bastard]

– [I think everything I liked about you so far was just an act]

This is not reality.

In the first place, there was no way that people's movements or facial expressions could be so unnaturally the same.

So, this was all my imagination.

You probably didn't know this, but you started to feel suffocated and your muscles became tense. And the comments she had seen before and the ones she had just seen seemed to be floating above her head, mixed together in a chaotic manner.

The people across from me must be on my side.

They are definitely the ones I love with my all… … .

What is this feeling?

“Seungbeom? “We must stand in formation.”

As I stood tall at the edge of the stage and couldn't move, the members all looked at me together. Then I could see that everyone's eyes in this room were focused on me.

It was as if his gaze was piercing.

As I remained stiff and unable to move, the members smiled brightly and led me to the center of the stage, probably because they thought I had forgotten that I had to stand in the center.

Meanwhile, Doyuda, who was holding my hand, blinked rapidly several times, tilted her head, and dropped her hand. Then, after looking down at my wet hands, he slowly raised his head and looked at me.

“… brother?"

It was strange.

My hands and feet were cold, and sweat, which I normally wouldn't, was pouring down like rain, soaking my clothes. I'm sure Doyuda's reaction was because he recognized that. He is a guy who worries a lot and makes a lot of fuss, so I should have told him not to worry and focus on the stage, but he didn't have the spirit to do that.

“… … .”

I just stood there, unable to move, helpless, in front of the crowded audience.

I was not in a normal state right now.

“Yes, let’s start recording.”

I feel like I have to get off the stage right now, but the red light on the camera has already come on and the music has already started playing. I picked up the microphone unprepared, as if I was being chased by something.

However, no voice came out.

“… … .”

I barely managed to move my mouth, and the tip of my tongue touched the stiff, dry roof of my mouth. It was only after I felt the sensation of my moisture holding on to it reaching its limit that it was drying out and falling into goo, and that was when I realized that I had been breathing only through my mouth the whole time.

The dry inside of my throat tingled as if I was going to cough at any moment. Thinking that I couldn't sing like this, I quickly closed my mouth and tried to wet my mouth, but breathing through my nose was now difficult.

'no.'

My heart was beating so fast that I felt like it was going to burst. And the numbing sensation spread from my hands and feet to my whole body, as if no blood was flowing at all.

– [You're so shameless. How can you think of going on stage when your dad went around cheating like that? If it were me, I would quit being an idol because I was embarrassed.]

Can not be done. This was a live broadcast. This means that if a mistake like this is made, it becomes irreversible. I have to dance and sing quickly, quickly… I couldn't do anything until the introductory part I was supposed to sing had already passed.

– [Smile? What did you do well? Shouldn’t you at least show some signs of reflection?]

– [Look at his expression, he didn't chew anything haha. The mood was bad because of him.]

You have to move.

You have to move.

This means that the situation has grown to the extent that it cannot even be said to be at the level of a broadcasting accident. Even as I thought about that, I felt resentful at myself for not being able to even breathe properly, so I clawed at my stuffy chest and took a deep breath.

“Ha, wow… “Ugh.”

Then the rumbling sound began to spread like the sound of the wings of a swarm of insects.

It was only natural that the screeching breathing transmitted through the microphone was not normal.

“… what?"

“Why is it like that?”

“It seems strange.”

– [I hate you so much, why do Prism kids have to get criticized because of you?]

– [I'm sick of having my group activities disrupted due to Seo Yoo-tae causing trouble]

– [Don’t mention the member who left, because it’s really annoying]

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– […] [I wish I could just die]

And the sound of the wings soon became the sound of the bitter wind in my memories.

When I closed my darkened vision again and opened it again, I saw a landscape on top of a tall building that made my heart feel cold.

“… … .”

The dark interior for lighting was the night sky, the numerous lights on the ceiling were stars that filled the sky, and the cheering sticks were car headlights running on the road below the building.

I stared blankly at those ridiculous hallucinations, then stepped into the air as if possessed. I felt like my body was floating, just like a memory I had buried for a long time.

And then the body tilted forward.

If there is a difference from then… … .

thud!

“Aaaah!”

Okay, maybe it means that my body fell to the floor too quickly.