While Taking Revenge, I Will Eat Idol Top - Chapter 333



Only Krnovel

Episode 333

I was always afraid that Seo Yu-seong would kill my father without my knowledge.

Because Seo Yu-seong has always been that kind of guy.

Seo Yoo-seong would always do outrageous things without warning, and he would wait for me with a carefree face as if nothing had happened. Looking back on his memories, I don’t think he ever tried to ask me for advice or consult.

– [hello. Yoosung is your older brother, right? I, Yoosung, are my homeroom teacher. Did you hear about this incident from Yoosung?]

– What happened?

– [Everyone in the class was silent, so we couldn’t figure out exactly what happened. There was a student who kept arguing with Yooseong, so the teachers were paying attention.]

– How did you start an argument? If it were tolerable, Seo Yu-seong would have tolerated it.

– [Because Yooseong is so popular, I think I tried to become friends with him at first, but I think I was hurt because he didn’t accept me at all. Yoosung often cursed at his family because of his poor circumstances, but since Yoosung didn’t react, it seemed like he had cursed loudly a while ago.]

– … He said he cursed at me.

– […] Yes, that… Do you work as a loader or unloader for your older brother, or do you work in some strange place? Just saying things like that… … . I don’t think I said this with proper knowledge. Because Yooseong’s appearance is so outstanding, such rumors started to spread… … .]

– That’s enough. So?

– [But after that, the student suddenly started acting out among his classmates and his condition became increasingly strange. And she said she was transferring to another school yesterday.]

… I guess it was because I had no intention of listening to other people in the first place. The fact that he joined RH Entertainment without even telling me was truly a nobleman’s level.

– Seo Yu-seong, I heard you had a problem at school. Why don’t you tell me?

– There’s no need to know because it’s already been resolved.

-How did it all work out? I’m your guardian and I need to know what happened. They even said I had something to do with it.

– … Go in and sleep. You worked all the time. you look tired.

– Seo Yu-seong!

Every time he did something wrong, I pointed out, “Don’t do that,” and he tried to control himself little by little, but that part didn’t really change until the very end.

Isn’t it natural for my heart to feel cold when I see such a guy just calmly looking at the shards of the broken liquor bottle every time his drunken father treats me viciously?

– You can act like that because you don’t know how Seo Yoo-seong looks at me.

– That bastard is the guy who will kill Abby too.

My younger brother was born different from other people, so I couldn’t help but worry that he would one day do something in a place I didn’t know about. I loved it so much that it didn’t hurt when I put it in my eyes, but it made me even more anxious.

And the same problem appeared with Choi Choi-hyeon, whom I felt was similar to Seo Yu-seong from the moment I first met him.

– Yes, it’s my gift. Do you like it?

When a reporter who randomly insulted and disparaged me appeared, Choi Choi Hyun quietly drove him to commit suicide without even giving me a word. Our relationship took a major turn from that incident, and Choi Sang-hyun must have learned something through it.

– When and when did I ask you to do something like this!

When I found out about the reporter’s death, I was so shocked that I pushed Choi Choi-hyeon away and burst into anger, but he didn’t say anything. Now that I think about it, the guy back then had an expression that wasn’t much different from usual, but his pupils seemed to have gotten a little bigger.

I knew at least that I wouldn’t like it, but I guess I never imagined that I would express such strong disapproval.

-If you make someone die again, I will never appear in front of you again. And you shouldn’t appear in front of me either.

It was something I did for my own good, but all I got in return was rebuke and rejection.

– Are you going to kill an innocent person? Or you? Just try doing something like that. Then it’s really over.

Afterwards, Choi Choi-hyeon seemed to realize that although he could analyze people’s psychology, he could not sympathize with or understand people’s emotions or minds on a deeper level. A more accurate explanation would be that he never felt the need to sympathize with other people’s feelings in the first place.

He began to change little by little after meeting me again.

– Do you want me to kill you?

It’s a bit funny to say this about ‘him’ Choi Choi, but compared to before, he has changed in a much more moderate direction, checking my reaction ‘as much as possible’ before putting everything into action. Even if the response was a little late, it was probably because I didn’t want to make another mistake.

‘Considering that the Pantheon members were dragged to the hotel that day, does this exclude the time when my lifeline comes and goes?’

I was already out for bringing someone else’s child here without parental permission, but in the past, an accident would have occurred without me even showing the child.

“They said they wanted to inflict pain worse than death on Kang Hyuk-woo. “This is the only way, Yoo Tae.”

This was another option he presented to me, who had rejected the sweet temptation of ‘I will kill Kang Hyuk-woo on your behalf.’

And what I really wanted to hide… It was true that this terrible option presented by Choi Sang-hyeon did not have any appeal to me.

“I don’t particularly want to control you or manipulate you. Feel free to do whatever you want… I want to make you live happily. Because I think that’s the ideal family structure. So you can do whatever you want. Very honestly.”

“… … .”

“I can do anything you want. Even if it’s a crime.”

Although I couldn’t tell him, I had now mostly admitted that I wanted the reporter to disappear. That’s why I couldn’t pretend not to know. The fact that Choi Choi, very occasionally, reads my ugly desires like a ghost, relieves me of the responsibility and weight that I should bear, and presents it in front of me in a pleasing manner.

“When I dug up the cyber wrecker that uploaded the first video pointing out the similarities between ‘Seo Yoo-tae’ and ‘Han Seung-beom’, it seemed like he received a lot of money from an unknown source. “You already know who instigated it.”

“… … .”

“It’s enough to just tolerate it. “Kang Hyuk-woo was the one who crossed the line first.”

If you ask me how a stranger could read my feelings that I wasn’t even aware of, it was because he had no hesitation in looking at my bottom. It didn’t really matter whether it was dirty or clean. Even though I was embarrassed and tried to hide it by pretending not to see it, I accepted it as a part of me.

“You are draining.”

“… … .”

“So, I think it wouldn’t be a bad idea to end this. “I’m just showing you the easiest way to do it.”

Choi Choi Hyeon didn’t mean to bother me right now.

He brought that child here for me.

‘no. There’s nothing wrong with the kid. Don’t think about it. ‘Don’t think!’

Boom, boom, boom, I felt like I was losing consciousness as my heart was pounding so loudly that it felt like it was going to explode.

And the memories of the day I heard that Seo Yu-seong had gone missing replayed in my mind.

– The sea is too rough due to the weather, so the search will not proceed smoothly. There is not much trace left because the water is overflowing. Still, I will not give up hope and will keep trying.

– … He’s not dead. He’s not dead yet!

Who can imagine the feelings of a parent who lost a child?

You will never know until you experience it yourself.

… And I hoped Kang Hyuk-woo felt the same way.

After learning that Kang Hyuk-woo killed Seo Yoo-seong, at least once… No, I think I’ve thought about it hundreds or thousands of times.

Will Kang Hyuk-woo’s life be able to fill the loss that even my death could not cover?

Just as much as I wanted Kang Hyuk-woo to have no loved one, I also wanted that child to exist. I want to inflict pain worse than death on the man who killed my brother, the same pain I experienced. I wished over and over again that I wanted to take the most precious thing from him and tear it to shreds before his eyes.

If there was someone Kang Hyuk-woo cherished, I sincerely hoped that he would be a vicious and mean-spirited person like Kang Hyuk-woo, someone who would stick a knife in my heart.

I think that way, I feel less guilty.

But now, the revenge I had longed for was right before my eyes in a form I least hoped for.

I took a deep breath without even being able to blink and looked down at Kang Hyuk-woo’s son. The child’s face, which had already turned gray, could not be seen properly. ‘Kim Chae-yul’ disappeared, and only ‘Kang Hyuk-woo’s son’ seemed to remain in this world.

‘… How did they come up with the money to raise that child? It must have been money earned by strangling Prism members.’

Without even realizing it, I stumbled and moved my legs and grabbed the child’s arm.

Then, I felt a small hand, characteristic of children, being squeezed into my palm.

-Hold your hand. Don’t lose it.

– huh.

When Seo Yu-seong was young, I felt this way whenever I held his hand.

As soon as I remembered that memory, I broke down.

‘I can’t do it. never… … .’

An instant of nausea came over me and I gritted my teeth.

I thought, I was trying to hate such a small child.

I knelt on the floor, made eye contact with the child, and asked in a quiet voice.

“… Should I play with my uncle? “Aren’t you bored because you’re alone?”

“Brother, will you play with me? Wow!”

Then the child raised his hand holding the hero figure, burst out laughing, and hugged me in my arms. I slowly hugged the child’s small body and closed my eyes.

And Choi Choi Hyun just looked at me quietly.

* * *

“Fun?”

“huh! “This is the new one on the block, but my dad was always busy so I couldn’t buy it for him!”

I asked while looking at the child who was sweating profusely assembling blocks.

“What if your father was a villain who bullied people?”

Then the child seemed to be a little worried, shook his head and shouted.

“My dad is not a villain. Even if my dad doesn’t come home often, he buys me a new cell phone and doesn’t get angry… … . “I always told him I loved him and that he could do whatever he wanted.”

Know.

The only family member that child had left was Kang Hyuk-woo.

If Kang Hyuk-woo dies, this child will have to live alone.

Kang Hyuk-woo would have been at least a much better father than my father. I could tell by looking at the child’s expression as he told the story about his father. How will that child live in the future if he loses such a father?

“If you hate my dad, I will hate you too.”

I answered, running my palm through the child’s hair.

“… “Yeah, sorry for saying something weird.”

I don’t know. Why is it so difficult to accept the fact that the person who ruined my life could be salvation for someone else?

I know how scary it is to be left alone without any family.

… I will probably be the worst villain in that child’s life.